Adventure

One day.

Nothing short of awesome. Whenever theres kids I'm always the first one being placed there, I dont know why lol. Elaine's neighbours were invited over and their kids were so cute! I think they think of me as a big playground haha. BUT kids never understand when its time to leave. Its like, we took away their favourite stuff toy or something. What up with that?? lol. Kinda makes me feel guilty, but they gotta learn life ;D THANKS FOR THE BBQ ELAINE! Thanks for everything =]

Sweet feeling when you have friends everywhere for you (Y)

Honestly, training is a happy word for me. Doing drop-weights till you cant carry no more. Perfect you forms doing rolls. Running by everyone. Doing tricks flippin all around with cheers all around you if you did it right. I get this adrenaline feeling.
Yes, I'm an adrenaline junkie (Y)

The only problem was motivation. Being a year 2 now, theres no coach to shout, no seniors to encourage. Haha, but strangely I got the motivation now. Watch this space. Cause I don't join the rat race =]

OH, and a side note. Found a bunch of tricksters. Small world really, apparently one of them knows me as the guy who went to his programming class but is absent most of the time. Haha, I cant really remember faces. Just feelings =] He thought me how to do the front flip. Generally, people cant/don't do it cause of fear. Once thats gone, its as easy as trying to ride a bike.
hoo hoo flash kicks next....

If you see me, ask me to show you how to do it xP

When there is no place left to venture in this world, all thats left is to go past the concrete walls (parkour)

Pure Lyrics

Nothing really matters, nothing really matters at all
When all your dreams are shattered, everything is beautiful
Nothing ever happens, they think we waste our lives but they're wrong,
we're moving on

(Everybody knows) you know the ships going down

I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show :)

Just a fool

Remember that time when we argued about who loves who more? I guess I won...

Free hug event~!

It remains to be true =] Fill you brain with memories

Totally epic! In every sense of that word!
My peeps who were supposed to come ALL never come. Only Jonathan and Patrick came. But they were TOTALLY unsupportive haha. Doing crazy things like this, haha even I need a little encouragement. They totally screw my brains inside out! Lucky I found a friend who willingly gave me a hug first. And I was set all the way ;D

My first sign was actually "Free Hugs!" But after going all the way to FC6, getting around 10 hugs, being called gay by one guy didnt really matter lol. (Besides, I could've split his head any day) lol. Met Geraldine at FC6 and she joined us. Jon gave me another idea so I rewrote my sign to become.....

"My life SUCK, HUG me!" with a tiny "pls..." at the bottom haha. More success with that sign! The guys hugging me were giving me the "Yeah-i-know-how-you're-feeling-bro" pity look whenever they walk to me haha. Got a GIGANTIC hug from this big guy at FC5, I actually jumped on another guy to hug him at FC5, and I carried this guy at the library while hugging him. LOL somehow this sounds so gay....

Geraldine's camera is so pro! Can hide pimples! Naturally used it to cam-gigolo lol. Pics soon, damn nice (Y)

Moving on to the next event tomorrow (which is technically today...) POOL TRAINING! woo! Don't care, gonna try to fit in the playboat this time~!

30+ hugs, but this event was to actually get just that one =]

I cant make her care no more, I cant make her heart stop, I cant make her feel like a princess, I guess I was never good enough, waking up earlier and sleeping later. As long as I can still be there, I'm happy
Still get butterflies too @.@

My toe is still busted =/

Pretty eyes

you and your pretty eyes
you keep me alive

Past few days been different. More active haha.
Always been wanting to blog, but now too lazy....
Flippin all over the place during the last SE class. Videos and pics on facebook! Go see my almost completed backflip! (Y)

After tomorrow, I'm gonna look forward to every day!
Wednesday, theres my event.
Thursday, pool training!
Friday, going to a gymnastics club for parkour!

One handstands, backflips, no-hand cartwheels here I come.... hohoho...
Dont know why people call it monkeying around, its so damn cool! One day, you'll be jealous....

But then again, theres always something bad. Tomorrow is math till 10pm. I have 6 papers for exam.... Don't know why everyone has only 2 or 4. Haven made my IC, apparently theres a deadline... WHYYY MEEEEEE.

Come to think of it, I havent seen my dad in a long time...

Forelsket, what to do.

I promised I'd do all I can

Something cool to listen to, "Made" by Dub FX

Went to the Poetry Slam thing today. Actually poets are quite cool. They can bring out emotions. They can make you feel sad, happy, angry, anything they want you to feel. Makes you think too. They use alot of good phrases too like,

"If you don't want to work, you will have to earn enough money so that you won't have to work".

or this,

"Don't regret anything if you gave your all"

Free food after it ended too. Brownies and Pie Kia ^^

Something happened today that made my day.

So I was like sitting there with Jon and 2 girls who were patiently waiting for their boyfriends who were playing bball. I say patiently cause even I think that it took too long for the boys to end their game, but the girls still waited. So happens that one of the girls knew a dancesport member and actually wanted to join, but her boyfriend didnt let her.

All I told them was the reason why I joined dancesport and they were telling me how jealous they were. One of them told me "If only my boyfriend was like you." Obviously her boyfriend got jealous of me later. They told me it was really a sweet thing to do. They even told me "You confirm got alot of girls wanna dance with you" haha.

I finally felt appreciated =]
See, when life hit an all time low, the only place left to go is UP =)

I wanna get another guitar soon. Got a software to compose my own song =D

Found my BEATZ

"So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away."
-Jason Mraz-

Hoo hooo.... abit high. Helped 3 people in need today. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Maybe they'll be my friends lol.
Pool training! Start soon! Sports elective last day this sat! WOOOO! lol.
The last time it Sports elective kayaking ended, it became like this,

To this,

And this.....
To this.....Cause thats life, it will always try to pinch you in the nipple ;D

I don't understand your huge ego, wanna shrink it down a little?
Like a good fiend of mine once said, "Expectation will never meet the lines of reality" =]

No regrets

Its another 19 today.
Marks 9 month of me loving her. Yeah I may not be the best guy, but I know I loved her with everything I could. At least all that I know. Haha reminded of an epic moment that I actually impressed a random aunty beside us while we were eating at Carousel for her birthday. The aunty was impressed with the necklace I gave her. Ohhh yeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.

Happy anniversary, to my heart. Its not with me.
Not the first day you know me, "Good morning, I'm Gha" =]




I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your okay
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

She never did understand, I knew who the people were.
When it comes to me, its wrong but when she does the same thing, shes right.
I guess I cared too much for someone who cared too much about herself.

Someday...

Between the lines

Between the lines of fear and blame.

Guess its true the days keeps on getting worse. Damn I wished for brighter days.
Lucky it rained after the race. I love the rain. I just like its presence. Seem to wash away everything.

I know guys are supposed to shed blood. But I already did, so am I excused?
Doesnt matter. I'm just confused. Should I tell you? Or just move on when I gave everything and I was just brushed away so easily with a short sentence. You tell me I should understand and give in more, when I'm already at my limit.
I don't need fake concerns. Dissapointed, maybe its my fault. Of course it is.

I wish tomorrow will be a better day. I'll keep wishing. Even if it doesnt comes or I dont believe in it.
My feet is pale with blisters. My shoe has a big hole at the bottom. No glue. Wallet missing. Broke. Knuckles skinless. Wrist sprained.
It cant get any worse... right?

Haha it was a fun race. Not as good as last years though. I'm kinda hungry, wanna eat, eat, eat.
Tomorrow will be great =] Shes happy, I'm happy. We are all happy peopleeee =P

Paper bags and plastic hearts

Dammit, I hate this feeling

Between the lines.

You can either see that roses has thorns, or that thorns have roses.
Its all about me? It never was. But theres no point explaining.
See, wishes never come true.

Solitary, you don't know the meaning of that word.
Pms-ing freak , haha

This world will never be what i expected

I wish it was different
I wish you would listen
I wish you would notice
I wish you wouldnt blame me so much
I wish you could understand
I wish you could see how much I lost
I wish I could tell you that I'm not the only one always at wrong
I wish I wasnt taken for granted
I wish you could see the things I did, and not what I didnt

Its just a wish, not like it will be granted. Cause I don't believe in fairy tales.
Would you rather be a beggar with no money, or be someone who has money, but all his friends avoid him as he never keeps to his word? There would be nothing left. Time, friends, dreams, aspiration or something to look forward to. Its just like an empty shell braving the weather.
Yeah, I know I used to say I go wherever the river takes me. But only the dead follows the currents.

What am I fighting for?
(and you would ask, " Are you even fighting?")

Average Joe

Cant seem to do anything right.

I don't seem to be good in anything. Average Joe? I don't wanna be one. Tried from sports to arts. They were fun but 3 years later, I still can't find something I'm good at.
Maybe I just try to act smart sometimes. A little knowledgeable. Not just a goof monkeying around. But it doesn't really work. You can't hide the fact that I'm not really good at it. I'm not getting anywhere.

Stagnant waters. Its been 3-4 months? If I'm not wrong. No improvement anywhere. No enlightenment. No life. 2011 is a new year. I really don't wanna waste my time anymore.
Gotta find something I'm good at and go all the way.

For now, no such luck...

2011

Hey 2010.
The good, the bad, the worst. Tried and learnt a few things. What can I say? You were awesome. Everytime I look back, all I can remember are the great times. Maybe a little embarrassing. Maybe thats the way it should be. Memories shouldnt hurt.

Speaking of pain....
I had a habit of putting my leg in front of anything I don't want to let roll down a slope. Lets say Theres a ball rolling down a slope. I'd put my leg in front of it so it stops rolling.
Makes sense right?

Well.... Not if its a go-kart that is rolling down the slope. My kart was stalled as it went up a slope. I stupidly went out to find a mechanic. Realised it was rolling down and placed my leg in front of it. Felt like someone breaking my bone SLOWLY. It wasnt like a hammer, cause it was slow but heavy.
Ouch.

Hi 2011.
Nice meeting you. Hope things will get better and that I get to pass everything I take! All the courses, the attachments and liscences. And of course, money please! I'll be good....

Sometimes I wish someone would record the best points of my life and show me at the end of every year. Wouldnt that be good?

Some love to hate and some love to lie