Saturday, January 30, 2010

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Lost For Words


Lost for words
Once again =)

HAPPY BDAY DARYL & MUXING!!

grow up lahh.... lol

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

“When we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most”
-Ronald Anthony

like a saturday night i'll be gone

Monday, January 25, 2010

Rough Draft

Pang - no prob =)
eww - same... haha...
amanda tan - lol cause they know i sell very good =)




If you guys didnt know by now, I explain my life through music. Yeah, I'm one of those guys who start talking lyrics if you asked me how I feel. Mainly cause I'm not good with words and some other artists found a way to express them for me =) Sometimes, even words don't bring the message across. Thats where you have music~ I love music, no matter what genre (yeah techno works for me too) but to me what matters is the meaning of the song.

Many songs remind me of many events, memories and even people. Haha ask me what you remind me of next time. Theres one thats been describing my life even till now. Even if not all of the lyrics works today, a part of it would always explain whats on my mind.

Rough Draft - Yellowcard

Like a saturday night i'll be gone
like a saturday night i'll be gone
before you knew that i was there

So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you

Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong

Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me...

I’m finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heart ache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Of friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles

And I don’t wanna be, don’t wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don’t wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this(lieu of this)..
In lieu of this song.

like a saturday night i'll be gone
like a saturday night i'll be gone
like a saturday night i'll be gone
like a saturday night i'll be gone
before you knew that i was there


C'mon you gotta admit the coolness =)
Anyways..... been late for school as usual.... Got 2 warning letters now. I'm never gonna pon another lesson this sem. IF i can help it =X I'm already planning to wake up at 6 to go to school even if my class doesnt start at that time LOL. Funny, but serious. Anyone wanna do a morning run with me?
Being there for some one who won't do the same for you sucks after awhile. Gotta learn not to show it.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Quote

“If you live to please the others, everyone will love you, except yourself.” — Paolo Coelho

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Ubin, where we jump for crap...

yuduan - lol funny uhh....

What would you choose?

Well, we all survived GC, aka hell camp.
Doubt i will forget this camp since its the worst in my life so far.

I hate seeing my friends in pain. Seeing them being forced to do something they don't want. Seeing them cry cause they cant take the pain. Seeing them suffer cause they took too much. I know all I am there for them but, there is just so much I can do. It makes me just want to cover for them all the way. Thats the worst part of the camp. Its not when I couldnt walk straight at 3am in the morning. Or when we counted the number of leg lifts we did at the beach and sand fleas keep going in my mouth. Or when we had to keep doing push ups on gravel or sharp rocks. Its not the physical torture that we had to endure, but the pain I feel whenever i see them like that. Its not something easy to take in.

"Successful leaders see the opportunities in every difficulty rather than the difficulty in every opportunity."



I guess i appreciate more things now. As usual i guess, after camps. My arms ache like banana, right arm muscle strain, swelling up. I cant even bend my elbows 90 degrees. Wanted to pon school on monday, but Jon called me while i was sleeping reminding me that my group left me and him in IDEAS group since Jason pon school alr. So dragged myself outta bed and rush to school. My arms cant go up! Had to use the wall to help me wear my shirt haha. In the end just came school for my presence. Ask me to use the soldering iron when i cant even control my arms? NUTS!

Went to see B2s performance at night too! Been awhile since I've been to a band concert. Suprised to be sitting beside that bananas mum haha. Great performance haha though u can hear the pitch abit... lol. Especially the last part! Guess the extended time of silence made me a little hyper after that on the way home haha.

I think I'm getting too many unglam pics and damn embarassing moments cause of my crazy atittude, but it beats being boring haha!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I dare you to move

Eww - cool =D
twin x] - i know you rich lahh...... help me buy!
NJ - haha thanks, you're juz too light =)


When a girl cries The world “Consoles” her But when a boy cries Come on! man; don’t be A “Girl” If A girl slaps a boy Definitely the boy would have “done something” If a boy slaps a girl Idiot! doesn’t know how to “Respect Ladies” If a girl is talking to boys She is “Very Friendly” If a boy talks to a girl He is “flirting"

Even though girls and guys are treated abit differently, don't say it as if you're at the losing end ;D

Currently in FC5 waiting for someone so I can go class....
This week is a very very money draining week. 200bucks gone just like that. I need free flow of cash. Doesn't everybody?

Oh and I just cut my hair yesterday. Didnt have to pon class for it after all ^^ My hair is damn short uh! Like some US marine HAHA.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Multi-life

duan - lalala
gs - lol ur on my face!!
MURHANI - hey its called pure skill
twin x] - yeah... whaaaaaaaaaaat.... buy me a new one thanks =)
Joei - alr did! ;D
duan - haha you know can alr, juz dun frgt =)


Admit it. Haha.

My frigin mouse keep jamming on me at random moments! I need a new mouse! Damn slacking day today. Played basketball barefoot. Forget that I told myself not to cause hot gound means pain and blisters. Lost to SP basketball girls haha. Go figure.

I don't like to multi-task. Doing many jobs at once means less attention on each one which means a lousy job. Trying to juggling many things at once you may just end up breaking them all. Thats why I don't like it if people talk to 2 people at the same time. It just doesnt have that sense of sincerity. Even mass sent sms-es bugs me sometimes haha. Everything can be related to this.

I'd choose to sit down and talk to someone one-on-one instead of talking to a bunch of people any day. Haha i know i sound so old, but thats the truth.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

linGy - believe it. ha, ha, haaaaaaa
duan - lol ok, i type now, YU DUAN YU DUAN YU DUAN

Murhani - lol girl in dress! haha thanks i guess =P

mx - thanks! alr did~

myra - thanks!

vin - lol dun put me at your level.....


2010





















It may be easy listening to it, but wait till you experience it yourself =)

Spent time at home during the countdown lol. Shaddup haha, not really hyped up.
They everyone needs to have time alone with their thoughts at least an hour per day. Guess i really paid up for that haha. At least its better than working till 2am on new year! LOL

Met Glen while working today. It has been quite some time...... haha.
Wanna meet up with peeps but someone is always not free. And SOMEONE is in NEW YORK celebrating NEW YEAR. Grrrr....

Met this very nice 189 bus driver again. He always greets with a smile even though its obvious he's tired. And his enthusiasm has gone lower since the first day i met him. Maybe I should just do him a favour and give him the best advice, good guys finish last.

P.S. My phone is spoilt. Using my old phone without contacts so tell me ur name when u sms me, unless i rmb ur number =) My old phone has a weird knack of going to messages or random files even when im not touching it. Creepy.....