11/11/11

Wow, been a while since I was here.

Its 11.11.11 today, anybody think its special? No offense but i think its just a cool number. Everyday should be a special day dontcha think?

Poly 50 on wed! SPA got 9th, 7th and 3rd place! Damn awesome! But it really is depressing when almost everyone in your club achieved something but you didnt. I didnt run. Its my last year and i didnt run. I didnt realise how dissapointing that sounds until the whole thing was over. Awesomely dissapointing.

Basketball competition today.
Well, we beat all the other teams except for 2. One was my junior's team. He grew taller so I couldnt reach the ball haha. And the last team with the infinite fouls. We always had the luck of being so close but in the end it doesnt matter. In a game, its all or nothing. There is no half-assed shot. We got 4th place. So close, but still doesnt matter in the end.
Awesomely dissapointing.

Sad to say thats not all. 2 years. Things have to change.
I'll have to change it myself if it cant. Humans are selfish beings. Everything they do is for their benefit. If not, they will learn to stop doing it. Its not easy but, I guess its for the better? Is it?
Its getting harder to live without regrets.

So, 11/11/11 eh? Whats so good about you?

"What happened?"
"Life happened"

STONG for the STRONG

I'm back~!
Back from STONG

Long climb and trek. Fun and quite the experience really. Yes there were hardships but ultimately I think its quite a slack climb =) Summit picture isnt really worth posting. But I guess the journey itself was worth it. Perfect example of why its about the journey, and not the destination.

Climb over huge trunks, slippery slopes, muddy ground, walk over the length of a fallen tree...

Had too make a shelter for the hammocks we sleep in. Since we're stacking hammocks above each other, the shelter must be bloody high. So I became the human ladder...
Darn it, Vincent aint that light either. Back aches~!

Theres a hole off the cliff of the waterfall. I think its a pretty good place to slack there but...
when a flash flood comes, I'd be dead.
A little drizzle on the mountain would result in a flash flood so.... haha
I like this picture! Pang looks soooo much smaller here.... oh well...Beautiful view, trust me it looks better in real life. SPA, we look forward in life....
well, except Vincent who just looks back and smile creepily...
A smaller waterfall up the mountain where we refill out bottles. Water there is drinkable and cold. The best =)
As usual, it wouldnt be SPA if there isnt some stupid shots haha
Waterfall there is bloody freezing cold.... Balls just shrank in the water to the size of marbles. Too bad we didnt have enough time to play slide off the slope.
Best shot in the KTM train. What can I say, with crazy people, a more nicer shot is practically impossible to take haha.
Well, I guess thats it for STONG? We did some caving, exploring caves and IVE BEEN TO GUA KRIS BEFORE! And psshht, leeches at Stong is small compared to the ones that ATTACKED me in my secondary school leadership camp haha. True story.




Anyways, its been quite a while. 8days plus? Its just feels different when I've never seen this Apple for so long. Just some things that no one else can do and she can do quite easily. Shes the sweetest thing on earth. Gonna run to another country with her tomorrow and 2 best buddies of mine. Well, we're gonna have a blast and no ones gonna stop us =)

Next To You

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

A Smile

Days been passing by too fast. Having too much fun though exams are coming. Should I be guilty?

Before anything, check this out. Hahahaha! I like the way they say its GLORIOUS! hahaha!

Brought a bunch of crazy people to PM~
First time I tried to teach a roll without the basics. Very hard... obviously? But what to do, some people dont wanna admit that they havent master the basics. Haha, everytime they (tried) to roll, I already expect them to fail. Eskimo bow rescue also not there....
Like I said, crazy =] Feels like Sports Elective cause Tzelam was there and her weird attempts to take pics haha. Sad that she'll be going back Hong Kong soon =/


Night cycling~! the other 3 spoil the boyband shot sia! haha!
Copying his trademark pose.
Was kinda fun, but i think the pace was abit too slow. Long stretches of road to speed would be nicer =)
Nice picture? Cause the photographer is awesome =)
Went to fly a kite with pretty eyes. Kinda disappointing that day, nothing went right you see. But oh well~
The kite was awesome. Its HUGE! Made me think about getting a BIGGER kite and see if it could lift me up =D But first, needa find a string that doesn't keep breaking -.-

Side-tracking : If a solar eclipse is the moon in front of the sun, Lunar eclipse means the sun goes in front of the moon?

Had a BBQ yesterday night. Shag. Went all around my condo like a ninja to find this couple.... haha! Feel like a kid though.

Do you know what I crave? I crave to have a serious conversation with you. Where I can calm my heart down enough so that I wont have to make a joke to cover up moments when I have nothing to say. Where my mind is not so cluttered so that I can just say what I really mean.
I'm imperfect.

To you~ =)

Its only words,
And words are all I have to take your heart away.

Friends

PANTHERA

Dinner outing at Fish & Co with these baskets. Awesome time =]


I like it that in some ways, they can do stupid things haha. Makes sense?
There was SPAC gathering on friday. Imagine, 28 batches of adventurers in one room. Epic? Feels damn awesome when so many people with the same interest are there. All of them are the happy-go-lucky kinda people who are damn on!
SPA - Once an adventurer, forever an adventurer.

Hi, its been around 5 years? Things change, and so did you. I thought at first that it might be fine. But I guess I was naive? I don't live to please you, as a friend, I'm here. But as a friend, can you listen once in a while? You were the one who taught me a lot of things and made me who I am today. But you don't practice what you teach no more.

On a side note, I also hate it when close friends of mine say something like "I bet no one in the world would care if im gone" or anything along that lines. I'm like, "Dude, the person who will be bothered is right in front your face." But then again, it'll make me think.
Maybe to them I'm nothing?


Yeah, thats kinda the face I'd give.... http://imgfave.com/view/1387141

When you're angry, you have the right to be angry, but never the right to be cruel

SPA GRADS

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'd be lying if I said graduation day doesn't matter to me this year.
Every year, even though its not me, its still sad to see people leave.

Epic expressions haha.

NJ~ It's been a short, but sweet time.
All the best in your future END DEH VOSS. Haha, doesnt matter if I don't spell it right, I bet she still wouldnt know what it means haha. Her english no power... =P

You made me smile.
No, more than that

BIA! Back-In-Action

What do you think?
Personally I think its true. If its rare, its more meaningful isnt it? Just my point of view, dont need to whack my head for it!

ANYWAYSSSS
Alot of stuff been happening, and as you can see from the previous post, I'm just too lazy and tired to post properly -.-
Lets see if I even remember how to do a proper post....

Well first of all, I found out again that really, alot of people are stalking me haha. I'm talking about you who read this. See my Cbox on the right? ITS DEAD! And I totally dont give a damn, so i thought no one's reading. Then slowly, one by one people complain I dont update haha. Its like 30+ people please! Can make a class! When I blog, like no one read. Ass-es....

Theres this gym in the CLS block which is generally out of bounds. State of the art equipments. Ever seen a guy with respirator running on treadmill? Yeahh, as cheem as that. Well, now I'm allowed to! Selected people only kkay! Technically, our own personal GYM!
Check out Thunder and Lightning AHAHAHA!
Going there tomorrow, every tuesday. Kenny is supposed to be our instructor assigned, but we're already veterans in the gym haha! Imagine his face when we told him we dont usually have breaks in between sets.... Sorry, gym-junkie talking here. xD

JUST RECENTLY!
Freshman Oreiantation Camp Outing~! AWESOME!
But then again, expected haha. The camp is awesome, the people are awesome, so what else do you expect?

If you missed it, (like Carin) this are some of the thing you missed haha!
Pardon my expression, we were trying to do a 4-man-tall structure! This was one of the successful ones! Our camera-woman damn lousy! Haha kidding, she took the picture but never tell us, then the people carrying the heavy load get tired while waiting for her....
Can you imagine there were people who waited for us, and took pictures of us while we were doing this. HAHA! Me and some of the guys at the base were shouting "ALL IS WELL!" again and again cause its actually quite heavy. Everyboday began to chant the same thing, and..... yeah... attract too much attention? haha! My back and neck kinda ache after that =/

Apparently no one can do this, other than me haha! Kenny tried, but not stable (I think I know too many "Kenny"s) Check out Fauzi's face.
NONOGAN! Talk so much, sure kena throw in the water la... They threw me in the water when I just came down too, hence no pics hahaha!
Our lousy camera-woman! My hair like James Bond sio... hahaha!
I think this pic is kinda awesome!
Throwing Raja in, I heard from Amman that he takes 2 hours to get ready, 1 to bathe and 1 to change i guess....? Like girl sia... haha!

I got awesome juniors ;D
Amman, helped me jailbreak my phone and taught me everything there is to know!
Free service, with a smile =D
Shronn, was on msn with her last night at like 1am? She can make me laugh at my screen haha! Somehow when I talk to her I feel like a girl xD Long story. But of course, in real life, she'd be the one who cant stop laughing ;D I'm just too pro~ Dragonboat girl, and Glen's brother's friend lol. Small world.
Ahh! Carin! Shes cute, I'd give that to her but she self praise alot! Found out shes in basketball too, but totally cannot tell by her looks haha.

Getting my virgin Polaroid picture this thurs! At least I hope =X I heard the films are expensive..... Guess I gotta practice smiling at the mirror before thursday cause there's no second try! =/

Made 2 new friends today lol! Nicole, she's Jondave's church friend. Apparently according to her, I'll be a good base for cheerleading cause my shoulders are broad and I got the strength ^^
Yes, I look like this
Easier for people to step on -.-"

The other person is the aunty cleaning the basketball court and stadium. Haha weird right? I had 2 hours to kill, so i got 2 breads and went to the stadium. After too many pull ups, I sat down watching the field eating bread (damn no life i know -.-) She came and was like...

Aunty : You eat uh? Eaat gooooood? (haha yes she talked like that)
Me : yeah, haha
Aunty : Yaa.... goooood....
Me : aha... yeah....
Aunty : Eat goooood!
Me : *offer her the other bread* you want one?
Aunty : *points to the bin* You eat uhh. Eatt good gooooood (I'm guessing she's asking me to throw away the rubbish hahaha)
Me : OHH! yeah! Okay!

haha! epic seriously. I gave her the other bread in the end haha. She sat with me and told me about her daily job lol. How did we communicate? Apparently she knows malay HAHAHA!
Yes, shes chinese.

Oh gosh, its 2am!
Gym at 8 tmr! Die...

P.S. My hair is epic now ;D

And I thank you for
the love you gave to me
Gone so young - Amber Pacific

SPA FOC 2011! Biggest success! It was not only great, it was AWESOME! BEST FOC I've been to so far. Really proud of the com members. =]
Too lazy to type anymore lol

Check out the sleeve, I think my name is abit small =(

ELBRUS! BEST. GROUP, EVARRR!!!
As usual, stupid stuff we do =]

Well, what else is there to say? FOC 2011 deserves a handstand too =]

Reality check

The picture really doesnt show how high it is... lol

LOADS of things going on so far. Wish I could take photos to keep them. Been here, there, everywhere. Worked as security, even recommended as bouncer! haha! One of the reasons why I want an iphone, to take a picture of everyday =]

Feels like I'm rushing everything, but I'm not. I'm just going to where I wanna be. As simple as that. Only now that I understand his words, his regret,"If you want anything, don't wait for anyone. If you wait, nothing will happen."

I have a band around my ankle to remind me to care about others even when no one cares about what I'm doing. Suggested by a friend of mine who knew I would forget things easily. But once in a while, I need to care for myself for abit.

I don't give a damn about what I post here no more. Cause I know no ones reading it.

And tmr, I'll be fine

Home

Gonna sleep over at WV tomorrow, and at ubin the next day.
Adventure, its my escape.

She has the most beautiful eyes. She's sweet, funny, and very very caring.
The whole room lights up when she smiles. Its just one in a million. She's always there for me.
Even as she days go by, her love for me never wanes.
Thanks, mum.

Outdoors

Lets see...
CCI Camp~
Actually was kinda hilarious. I remember the role plays and how the Fags (facs) act as little devils. Plucking and licking leg hairs. Haha! My mouth got cramp from laughing so hard =]

PENGARANG!!
Another trip where my mouth cramp cause of laughing so much =]
The best expedition from SPA so far cause we were there as year 3s, I think purely to enjoy!
Really looking forward to the next one. FOC's next most prob. Hohoho....

Epic photo with epic people.....
Saw a lot of dead bodies on the road.
Snake, cat, squirrel, tortoise, bird. Enough to make you queasy.
We sat on the roof of the hotel that night. The view is different from in Singapore. Stars are much more brighter and more in numbers. Its these things that I wish you could see with your own eyes.
Limitless~
Watched Limitless one of the days with Pat, Stacy and Alice =P
Damn cool movie. RECOMMENDED, 4 stars. The last part is damn cool. Made me wonder if there was such a drug and all the possibilities it could bring. If I was him, I would take it, and find a way to stop taking it but still get its effects. What would happen to everyone if we ALL had that drug?

Wonder. Wander.
Ever thought of what you wanna be when you grow up? When you graduate? Your dreams?
How do you get there? What are you doing now? Is what you doing help to get you to where you wanna go? Why not quit school and just go straight to whatever you wanna do? Do you even think what you are learning will have anything to do with your future? Will you even remember what you learnt?

Okay, been really busy to update about everything. My sleeping time is shrinking. Jezi bday cum end of ITP party tmr night. Presentation the next day. Hope I can wake up sia... Hope I can even present! Expedition end of the week. Looking forward to it still =] esp the night there!

I learn to live life without regrets.

You intrigue me....
You say you're okay, but your voice quivers.
You smile, but tears run down your face.

See all my photos on this blog =] Click here bodoh!

P.S. I don't like Mac Donalds....

Never say never

Well, I believe its true =]

Sorry for the lack of updates, busy day and night!

ITP
Sembawang is practically my second home! Everyone in the Shipyard has a bike to travel around the compound. But we 3 musketeers dont! Whats more is that our E&I department is the furthest one! Morning needa walk to work, the walk to canteen for lunch, walk back, then walk home. Training uh haha! Went to WV Semb, really miss that place. Saw baby! woo!! Shes so patient with me haha! She like totally waited for me for 3-4 months? Awesome (Y) Corsica you're the best HA HA!

Zul bought a marshmallow cake to work today! DAMN SWEET! It tastes like Cotton Candy in cake form! More concentrated uh. Very sweet, nobody wanted to eat cause they all scared they get diabetes..... So more for me mwahahahaa!


HANDOVER! It deserves a Handstand =]
Honestly its friggin awesome. The juniors planned it very very very well. To me its the best handover that I've been to! Makes me look forward to the camps they plan.... Year 3 now, can relax.... maybe bring a kite to Pulau Hantu? Fishing!

I think this pic gt alot of extras... haha!
Got a photo with the VP! I think she's the best choice for that position seriously. How I know? I voted her la! LOL. She gets along well with both sides, cares for both alot and really think for the club. Hope someone can talk some sense into her so that she can be more confident haha!

NIGHT LIFE
Basically been out with Geraldine. Shes damn epic. She called me out. Then I ended work early so I met her with her friend, Rose. SHE DRIVES DAMMIT. HAHA! I felt like a kid the whole journey! She brought me to this place Ive never been. Its a dam, the view at night is just plain awesome..... We went makan at Newton food court? Dunno where uhh, but they got recommendations there. Tried all the best food there! Awesome. And to keep my manly pride, I treat them dinner =]

Oh, and I officially have a new record of the strangest way to make a new friend. I met Cynthia because of ice cream. Those who know the story shaddup. Those who don't, ASK ME! Haha seriously epic.
All the best at KL =]

Looking forward to Cheers camp, Expedition, my soveniers, and Post ITP PARTY(Jezi's Bday)! Seriously gonna be awesome! Live like theres no tomorrow.
Oh and I'm keeping another name for facebook cause i needa keep out of radar for now =] Camps and clubs. First thing they ask is, "Do you have facebook?" WTFAG???

P.S. Waiting for my ITP kaching next monday and Jr, here I come!!!

yo te voy amar

Grow up

I'm getting the hang of ITP. Actually I'm learning quite alot from ITP. Like they say, if you want anything, you have to take the first step. I did 6man job myself!

To that basket.
WHO ASK YOU TO DO WHAT YOU DID. GROW UP MAN. Small things you say, but who's gonna bail you out? Cant tell you parents or you'll die. I bet even your girlfriend doesn't know. Dude, you know you're gonna have a record for this duntcha? Told you to stop the habit. You'll have alot to loose. Maybe now, you'll quit. No point nagging if you don't listen, but I gotta at least let this out.

Was reminded that you cant remain childish forever. Have to bail one of my friends out. Its not the money thats the problem. Fuck, a record lehhh.
In the end, the ones you can turn to are your friends.

Speaking of which, Elaine got me an icecream cake for supper yesterday! Totally can see that they're trying to make me fat and eat me =] THANKS AGAIN. Me and Max tested our strength at the fitness corner. I admit, both of us improved quite alot. Perseverance. Doesnt matter if you walk or run. The destination will still be the same =]

Going out with these rich ass people is crazy. Few nights ago we went to Hometeam NS to play golf? HAHA damn random. Okay, I'm pretty bad at golf so bear with me here. We played the kind where you just hit the balls into the open space? Yeah, First few shots we just anyhow hit haha. Max tried to play baseball... But overall, spending time with them, cool night breeze. The best (Y)

Everything is on track.
Been trying to do good deeds lately. The most epic was of course helping the old lady (prev. post) but thats not the only one =] Kinda make you feel good when you make someone smile. 2 Years ago my new year resolution was to make at least one person to smile each day. Don't know what happened to it though haha. Cause I believe, whats inside will show on the outside =]
Ever seen Shrek?

Small girl coming home tonight!

A smile a day =]

This song never fails to keep me going. =]


Success!
After so many tries! What am I talking about? Our song =] Still haven't think of the title yet. Maybe will tweak it more =] BUT ITS AWESOME! Cloud 9 baby. When its done, the whole world will know. Sense of accomplishment! Next would be the studio...

Recently, I helped this woman to carry her groceries up to her house. She was fumbling with it near the market in front of WCPlaza. I asked if I could help. She thanked me once. When I carried it, she thanked me all the way to her house 2 blocks away haha epic! =] When I reached her house, guess who I saw..... EVE! haha~! Apparently it was her granny's house. Damn small world!

Oh, oh. Who's Eve? I met her a long time ago, at the void deck of my old house. She was playing with my brother outside the kindergarten classroom. Haha naturally, I joined them. I didnt like her at first. STINGY!!!!! She dun let me play her yoyo =( She kept outcasting herself. So, one time she was running, she fell. Scratched her knee. Coincidentally I got a plaster. Her mum asked her to thank me, she did, but her face like not happy. The NEXT day, when I send my bro again, she came over, sat beside me and gave me a "Thank You" card. SWEET RIGHTTTT haha. Ever since then she stuck to me like magnet haha. I had her picture, cause she was damn cute. But think I lost it. Dang, memories.
She's 7-8 years old now =]

Just read something that made me think about 2012 again. Doesn't affect me that much now though. No regrets. I only have one. Live life to the fullest. Its already brimming =] Everyone has their own way to do that. Their own interest. Their own beliefs. Some live recklessly, drink drank drunk. Some dedicate their time for a sport.

Me? Simple.

Freedom with no boundaries.
Why go with the crowd? I never did want to follow them. Sometimes, I just hitch a ride to get to where I wanna go, but never stay for long. Its all about freedom. Parkour, stunting, BD, kayaking, making music, flying a kite. Simple things that you never think of. Why? cause you follow the crowd =]

Life, Love, Laughter.
Simple things in life needed to live. Food, water, and warmth is not what you need to live, but merely to survive. Enjoy every single minute. A good friend once told me, "Never get tired of life. Do what you want, go out, have fun, live loud, just run. When you're dead, you can sleep peacefully all you want." Really motivated me =] But life's too hard to enjoy you say? You're missing the little things in front of you. How did I find it? Through kayaking =] I know alot of people who share the same thinking. Kayaking in the rain, so close to the water that you can see the droplets. Going to deserted islands, beautiful beaches and just slacking there eating lunch.
Spending time with a good friend flying a big big big kite, or eating supper late in the morning, or just eating icecream at a playground! Just awesome...

Hmm....
Lately theres this girl who confessed to me. Long story, but after I totally rejected her in the most epic way possible, she told me she has like 2-3 guys chasing her trying to please her. Describing what she wear when she sees them. Telling me how impossible her situation is. How she is damn good in this. Damn good in that. Asked to be a model. Basically trying to make me jealous.

Girl, all you're doing is putting yourself down. Yes you are pretty. Yes you have alot of guys after you. But with that attitude?
I believe, if you ever wanna make the guy jealous, just be yourself and tell him he can never get you. Thats the truth, frank, and more respectful. Trust me. Losing you would be worse than losing the attractiveness that you are trying to show.

Yet to find someone to go Redang with me though. Okay, scratch that. Yet to find someone who will plan with me haha!
Theres that, and slack lining! Gonna get it soon....
And of course, a revamped guitar ;)


P.S. Sorry for the wordy posts =]
P.P.S. The moon was beautiful tonight, and I wasnt the only one who was amazed by it! =D

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