weijuan - thx~ =D
weijuan - im NOT sick, you are =P
Olga - =( yea....

English paper!!! ahh!!! omg!!!
it was.... not bad actually =X i dunno arhh~
normally i have no feeling for english, get it?

aftr de paper went Brina's hse~ hahax exam time still slack xD
She got a cute dog!
Her name's "Lady" and she recognise me alr!! =D wooohooo!!
Waited fr someone to do sumthin den went to Jasmine P's hse~
played pool~! beat JH with my skill of being lucky... muahaha...

ytd was wierd... i mean weird =X
i guess i missed sumthin when i came late fr tution *aww*
lets juz say it wasnt cold, but really really HOT xD

aftr tution went lib to read comic, mario called me
coincidentally he wanna study at lib~
waited fr him and thats when a sudden "reunion" happened o.o
suddenly met alot of ppl~
like....

Zi Jie
ok mario was alr dere...
"Jovan"
Amirul
Edwin
Jaslyn & Fir
My toilet partner~
Miss split-ends~
Super Lily~

there was also Tyty, Zi Jing, Yan Bin, Xin Yan
alot of ppl sia! confirm will meet someone everytime i go library
everyone was "studying"
i was er....
SLACKING xD
went home late~
had to babysit -_-"

why can't people juz be frank with each other? its not like you would die!!
grrr....

I feel pretty, oh so pretty.
I feel pretty and witty and bright!
I feel stunning.... =)

"Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me"
Westlife - Fool Again

pat - oops~ cant help it can i? =P

Wen Hao and Thedric during the expedition~~

wahaha i'm pooped~
all de books under my table had to carry @_@

dis mornin went to sch and i gt the most swwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetest thing i've ever got =)
muahaha its juz a story of my life by Brina~
I'd be the squirrel in a forest clinging on to a tree~

EARLIER in de mornin while i was still sleepin, i gt a call from glen =_=
me: helloww....
glen: hey uh i'm sick, can help me take my ws?
me: huhh...
glen: ouhh ya and help me photocopy [sumthin i cant rmb] from wei jie
me: huhh...
glen: thx
me: huhh...
*tooot...toot...toot...toot*
me:zzzzzzzzz *sleep with the phone beside my ear*

few minutes later....RING!!!!!!!! DE BLOODY ALARM ON MY PHONE RANG!
and de phone was beside my ear =.-

2.4 today was amazing....
i guess i didnt run for a while now x.x
i actually cough out blood! Literally! no joke~
had blood on one side of my shirt, like i'm going through my PERIOD xD
going up to class after the run was like climbing mount everest!
i had to stop at the second and third floor fr awhile and juz sit on de stairs
and i actually slept outside de class =X

stuffed my stuff in a box and went to eat wif mel~
homed and kabloom on de bed~

I couldnt help myself =X
it was calling me to do it~

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration.

Maybe you have been treated that way, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offense, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress.

The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

I was wishing it'd say sumthin better like wadds my future =/
then again, why are we fascinated when we do quizes which tells us
about ourself what we already know?

hmm.... random stuff~

-Glen is gonna haf a HARD time bringing all his books home tmr...
that is... IF he comes o.o
-my ear piece spoil!!! can hear one side only T_T see at de top of dis blog?
the picture says "NO MUSIC NO LIFE" =(

Exams coming people!!! Dun get sick! Show them what you've got!


Food for thought : Give a man a fire and he will keep warm for a day. Set him on fire and he will be warm for the rest of his life~

"Letting out the noise inside of me
Every window pane is shattering
Cutting up my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe"
Yellowcard - Way Away

yilin - lol come back~~ =X
Adawiyah - i dun talk to murderers !!
Murhani - laugh all u want... PENDEK!!
Olga - I look better than you when i turn older =P
Kai Song - o.o okay....
remember??

Sports day was...... ______
I was de one who volunteered so cant say anythin =X
had to go ard helpin stuff~
very very very very very very HOT
dat day i actually woke up at 4.30am!
de thunder was my alarm clock~
the lightning was in front of my flat so it like
light up my whole room

went to shower at Mel's hse den go
watch "Forbidden Kingdom"
The actors are GAY! they even gt eye shadow thingy....

so if you hear Glen, Mel and Pat saying....
"You watch too much Hong Kong fooey!" or
"Empty your cup!" or
"You're de man!"
u know where it came from =P

Today~~
hmm... i guess its cause its monday
nth went right today~ totally NTH
ahhh who cares =.=

what i feel doesn't matter at all
I'm not suppose to feel anything
iduncareiduncareiduncareiduncare do i?

"I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight..."

Simple Plan - I'm Just a Kid

. - err... thx errr "dot" o.o
twin x] - I haf no oral =.=
Kai Song - I'm no sailor >.> thx =
Sarah - yepp~ =P
Wei Juan - will do~=D
yilin - o.o shoo shoo! =X
Olga - errr.... errr....
kai song - hahax got it thx~
pat - i didnt say u didnt =P

For Your Info....
Care-cared, car·ing. –noun
To be concerned or solicitous; have thought or regard.

sumthin from "SAILOR" kaisong's blog -.=


What Kingdom Hearts Type Are You?
I'm also same as you lahh kai song!! =.=


What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
Did sumthin extra =X

last few days was.... HOT
I dunno wadds wrong wif me =.=
I'm always cold, at least colder than Brina
but sumtimes, I'd sweat like crazy and feel damn hot but my skin would be cold
get it? outside cold inside hot. And I'd sweat like CRAZY!
I nvr even sweat during basketball training wif all de running and jumping
but i sweat like waterfall when i juz sit down?? o.o??
hahax you should haf seen de look on Mel's face when he saw me sweating in de hall
for no reason. Sometimes it gets too hot =/
sat outside the class most of the time to cool down. Uncomfortable lehh T_T
No reason and sweat like hell >.>

today! =D



.....



urgh cant rmb...
all i know is dat i had a bad headache after SS...
and... yepp dats it
den after sch go VJC~
slept on the way there....

stage~

de @#$%* behind me
This was the notes i was "writing" down =.=
it was borrriiinnnngggg....=/ read de tiny words =P

they were practicing a routine or sumthin in de open~~ =X
paper clips we got~

you know, after all these 4 years in Secondary school, after we graduate.
We wun remember things like how to do logarithms. Or differentiation.
At least I wun. I'd rather fill my tiny memory card in my brain with memories.
Most of the time we'd remember the "crappy" times right? Crappy times with
the people you know. You wun remember the time a teacher went through
a topic. You'd remember the things you went through with your friends.
You wun remember wadd hw you get but you'd remember wad you said to
ur friends.

hmm.... been a long time my blog made anyone smile....
scroll down and see if you smile, pls do =)


























































































































"Said I'm ok but i know how to lie
I will never give up
No I'll never give up"
Yellowcard - Fighting

twin x] - hahax you too~Ladies of DC~~


hahax i'm not supposed to be here on the com but so what =P

woke up early juz to wish Brina gd luck for her competition today~
I was supposed to follow to support them but I'm sick
not in de mind xD
didnt go tution today =/
scared i miss loads of things~ didnt even go out wif my family~
went to the doc =.=
went je and saw kai xiang, he was sending his maid to the doc too but diff clinic arhh.
mine was erm..."RafflesCare" i think, got the word raffles arhh
de doc was super funny xD
He asked me if i got fever, i didnt know if i had so i went like "uhhh, i dnuno"
He quickly take this ear thermometer and stuff it in my ear o.o
it reads "39.5" and he was like "It never lies..." He sounded like Master Yoda!
then he said, "look on de bright side, many people would wanna hug you in this cold wheather" xD

Found out that if i dun get better b4 next tues, I'll hafta go for blood test!!
Crazy! He said the government scared its dengue.....
So he told me i gotta get my fever down b4 tuesday or else...
His tip, carry umbrella if it rains or not xD
He even wanna put me on 9 days MC!!
But i cant miss sch, i'd miss too many stuff so i only asked for 2~

went out from doc and de trouble starts...
Headache suddenly damn pain o.o
when on bus, blacked out a couple of times
I even miss my stop cause of that!
made me walk back >.>
reached home, ate the pills and juz slept like a pig
was too lazy to even put the pills in de fridge
i left it all over beside my bed

O.O! monday got oral!!! den i cant take MC T_T
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wad if i black out agn
banana fish flower ostrich pizza hut cheese pie....
hmm, twin's also sick, hope its not as bad as this.
GET WELL FASTER!

It doesnt matter to you anymore


"How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes,
got nowhere to run,
but life goes on, its like i'm fading away"
Simple Plan - Untitled

Murhani - lol same same xD

ahhh im having a super doooper cooper looper gigantic humongous stupid
HEADACHE!!! i'm having a "cold" as they call it. Its been like 3 days in its only getting worse =/ still i stayed back during sch only to come back home and drop on de bed.....
I've nvr had a headache this bad for like... a million years?!?! shyt its coming back again....


friday is supposed to the best day of the week, but it sucked~

twin x] - xD no prob~ they're not free eh =X jkjk =P
kai song - o.o i deleted it =X
joanne - hahax nvm i get you a fake one....
Olga - you?? aiya u'll faint when a leaf touch you....
linGy - muz i? T.T



Yellowcard - Shadows And Regrets

I'm back, back in town
And everything has changed
I feel, feel let down
The faces stay the same
I see, see shadows
Of who we used to be
When I drive, drive so slow
Through this memory

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest

I heard, heard myself
Say things I take back
If I could, could retell
And make these stories last
I see, see shadows
Of who you'll always be
I drive, drive these roads
Made of memories

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go from the rest
Shadows and regrets
We let go from the rest

Everything has changed
Faces stay the same
Everything has changed
Faces stay the same

And we were only kids
And our time couldn't end
And how tall did we stand
With the world in my hands
And we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest
And shadows and regrets
We let go of the rest
Shadows and Regrets
We let go of the rest
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I owe sumthin to linGy as you can see from the tag =/
lost wif her in a bet arhh...
anywayz, summary of the days first~
- Tug-of-war was like duhhhhhhh....
vincent out cause kena asthma =D won them can alr~ got bragging rights
but now my hands are like tense and i cant pick up a pen with my left hand -.-
- Did you know bubble tea shop gt a drink called "first love"? xD
so we can buy our "first love" at $1.80? so cheap.... too bad its sour~
- I FOUND MY EARPIECE!!!! MUAHAHA!!! =X
- All you need to do to make Kai Jing laugh is to...... laugh!
- Basketball tournament for my juniors start alr!!! muz go watch....
- I'm sooooo not a jumper =__=

found these while blog hopping~



kkay................
my story.....
pls dun read xD i juz owe this to lingy~

my pri sch life~ -__-"
erm erm erm pri 1 as usual everyone were nerds~
rmb the times of
"I dun fren him! he very bad! u fren him? if u fren him, u not my fren." ?
most of the time i always kena de middle man arhh cause the see me so big..... they scared im not on
their side xD but really, i've nvr been the one telling ppl not to fren someone or sumthin o.o

then gt one time, my far far far far far far cousin (dat time my mum was like checking our family tree and found out that many ppl were my far far far far far far cousin) Shameer went walking ard so angry cause of someone vandalise the table. My sch had 2 sessions. The afternoon session complain that we vandalised the tables but we didnt so we had a "fight" . yupp and this is only pri 2. My malay teacher gt show us this video of a ghost. u know de ghost website? "sfox" ? "xfaux"? i dunno lahh but he showed it to us... we had to stare at a blue thingy.....den a ghost would jump out and scream -.- we were YOUNG. Talk about censorship.... everyone screamed when "it" appeared on de projector screen.

and this was de time i did stupid things! =D some people EAT glue... I put de liquid glue all ovr my hands and tried to peel it =X its sooo cool! nice feeling arhh xD one day i was caught my ny teacher den while de glue still wet, she ask me put my face in my hands xD

Pri 3 i joined robotics~ and by this time, i had to take leadership of almost everything cause I'm big -.- i know no link
bt pri sch students arhh, de bigger, the better. I was the manager of robotics club or sumthin. I rmb de teachers threaten us that we will be sent to DETENTION if we ever lose a lego piece. Dat time detention was as bad as being suspended~ we trained hard fr the competition i admit, but being kids, when de day came, we juz played at our booth at de science centre. I still rmb i ate mee goreng and popcorn for lunch =D NICE i put popcorn in mee goreng xD sweet and spicy....

Pri 4 I started to become a teachers pet =/ not my idea, i always had to carry books fr teachers cause of my *ahem* macho-ness~ all dat work made me MORE macho den had MORE books xD juz kidding~ but i really had to carry loads of stuff.

OHH!! My malay books were still thrown out the door~ my malay was horrible lahh... like shit till everytime it was marked, i had to collect it from outside de door -.-

Pri 6. Anyone know who is Megan Zheng? De female actor in "Home Run" dunno? den go search. She was in my sch and her elder sister, Myra Zheng was my classmate. My partner dat time was Fadhil. Yes he was from my school. We keep disturbing Myra till we kena send to discipline master xD This was also de year i was caught for pressing the fire alarm =X until now my parents also dunno =P

SO DATS MY STORY!!!



It sucks when you can do nothing aboutt it....

Murhani - yaya glad you know~~
Yilin - yea~


Had tution ytd~
when my tution teacher saw me, she was like
"you look like an underwear model!" LIKE WTFLOWER?!?! =.= thats not a nice way to greet someone.... den she say "ohh but u wearing shirt so u look like perfume model" xD!!
@#%^
went to JE straight after that, everyone was wearing black except kel~
emo is the new in thing.
Amir~~ thats Glens rose

was guessing wad song the choir was gonna sing, Amir said "wad if they sing de lion king song?"
it was a joke....
CHOIR CONCERT!!!!
was very very very... AWESOME!!
cute sia, got dance also xD wait wait wait...
then then then encore they sang de LION KING SONG! coincidence xD
caroline was in front and i believe EVERYONE heard her baaaaa-ing.
we were like "how did this sheep got lost in de jungle??"
I admit, they can sing better than me =X

went to eat aftr dat, was screeching/screaming/singing I will follow you all de way~
aftr eating had to wait fr de girls =.=

Thedric~~

For ONE HOUR Me and Royston walked around an empty shopping centre....kinda cool. no one else ard and haf de place all to urself. came back, they still haven finish so sat outside and wait~
Had a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong talk wif him.
did you know....
-he stayed up till 3 to drink coffee wif frens
-his oldest sis married an indian guy in an indian wedding
-he had to do sumthin during a camp. He had to wear a skirt and bra with balloons. no kidding, he even got the pic in his hp.

Royston~~



went JE and sent Jasmine P home~ it was 11 sumthin alr.....
i LOVE the night. walked home from Jasmine P hse~
ouhh ya, Glen heard this from Jasmine P b4
A boy gave this girl 3 roses. One was fake then he told the girl, "I'll love you till the
last flower dies" get it? the last flower cant die cause its fake~
btw, Glen gave Jasmine P 3 roses, one was fake

from the near IMM to Park Oasis
den had a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong talk wif glen.
reached Park Oasis at ard 12.30? Glen went home and i went to the park nearby. Walked ard till 2 =X like i said, i love the night.

woke up at 5 de today to wake Sarah up~ went sch for fun
walked around confirm got ppl need help. Our class only gt Yan Jin come so muz accompany her arh until de rest come.
Went slacking wif Kai Song and gt free bread and green tea!
Helped Mr Su pitch the band tent thingy.
Helped Mr A bring down de board.
Slacked with some seniors.
and of course, helped with the FOOD CATERING! get to eat some after everything ended~
when everything ended, i sweat like banana =.= went home fr awhile~

went out agn to accompany Keryn back from City Hall. saturday arhh, gt service.
met kel and Joshie? den slacked at keryn's hse till 7 so now im soooooooo dead =(
but i still hafta stay up....

btw, do you know that e-buddy can show people who "appear offline"?
yea....
sometimes, all we need is to know that someone out there actually really genuinely cares.

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
Yellowcard - Only One

sumtimes you gotta put your life aside, juz to help the frens ard you...
but it doesnt mean you will ever frgt...

Kai Song - oops oops, sry~ will do!
yilin- huhh huhh? u wan leech?
Xue Ling - LOL okayy.... Hi xue ling, im ghazali.......... xD SOUNDS RETARDED!!!
Olga - cutie? where where? o.o
Kai Song - huhh? o.o really arh ooooh.... sry will do!

see it? theres no light at the end~

ooooooooook.................
Chem at 5 ytd!!! slept at 4e3 most of the time~
pity that boy =( he kena prank until so bad! the guys broke his heart at night!
hahax dun understand? ur not supposed to~
that juz shows that if sumthni too good to be true happens on April Fools....
then OBVIOUSLY its a joke. expect the unexpected~
math test today! confirm! gurantee! no problem! fail =.=
slept at de back cause i cant do a single qs.... if only i was einstein~
not my fault! i really cant concentrate in class =(
the only way to make me alive is for Alfie to punch me awake =.=
and he hits like a sissy =__= he punch me he say his hand pain
anyone who think you can do a better job pls step up~
cause i needa feel de PAIN =X muz be physical if nt i'll juz
go on dreaming =.=

ahh I miss basketball~

"Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you""
Hate Me - Blue October