Dreamerz: July 2010

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

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Maybe I'm just doing these quizes to know what I want

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

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It's always good to be a nice person, brings you further in life. (:

Anybody has the game "Plant VS Zombie"? I know you do, get online and send it to me!
I find it.... intriguing....

I've seen interesting/meaningful facebook status-es recently...

Never take anything in relationship for granted, don't assume what they've done for you is easy. They only did it because they love you. Learn to appreciate what your partner has done for you. If not, one will get tired easily. By then, you can't blame them when they feel like giving up.

most guys in the world are simpletons. and to those guys who agree, be glad that we are.

i still do get jealous most of the time. i just find an alternative way to get rid of that feeling.

Ok wait, these are all from guys.... hmm... lets find from girls...

if you could hear what i was actually saying or expressing, you'll be surprised at my vocabulary and expressions
Says to Edward "You have to admit, I AM hotter than you *raise eyebrows* "

haha!
Believe it or not, Gha has not played a sport for 2-3weeks? Wait, is swimming laps a sport? MAN I'm sooo deprived... Balls... I feel like a nerd lol. Going for PTN lunch later, I didnt know that 10bucks is per person. Isn't it like 3bucks per person? lol either way, I'm gonna have free pizza! woo!

Too many dramas been unfolding around lately. I ~~hate~~ dislike dramas. Its usually about 2 people who both think what they are doing is right. And mostly, (dun get me wrong here) it usually involves a girl.... true?

See, even Shakespeare said so! And he's the MOST dramatic! lol.
Seriously people should really listen to both sides of the story, and learn to give in a little. Girls, what guys do is normally because they are THINKING ABOUT YOU. No matter what it is, and no matter how bad it seems. We just think differently. Maybe too different... but thats what makes us guys right? haha.

My stomach is growling...
I wanna go Kinabalu again =/ Should have brought my own camera and got more pictures....

Damn awesome I tell you... My first LTC and the best in my life so far(Y) Even though it was freezing, hands numb, too little sleep, Acute Mountain Sickness (AMS) and whatever, its still the best. Its not how much that went wrong or was bad, but how much I learnt and experienced, and the people of course =]