The word of the day is, PWNED

Currently: In a lecture where the teacher don't know how to teach and gives the wrong answers.
The students are the one correcting him.

GG
How to study liddat! I need to stop procrastinating! MST next week sia! And I don't know a shit about Micro Controller (MCT) Die. Any kind soul willing to teach me? Hehh, fat hope. Glucose hope. Cholesterol hope....

On a side note, 29 may, hohoho =D
New best day haha.

There goes my lecturer answering his phone... and out he goes...

I need more formal wear. Shirt, pants, shoes.
I need to cut my hair.
I need to study.
I need you.

Its not that I don't like dancing, I just don't think I can

There goes my diet...

Today I found out my attendance for MCT tutorial is 1/6.
And for my D&I class which I didnt go at all, I'm suppose to invent something by now and present it to the class.
Haha, at least Jaichandar was nice enough to accept me into his class =]

Im itching all over in my fucking balcony.
I used to be used to it ._.
now it itches like banana.....

I keep wondering to myself, what can I do right?

I feel stuffed in one corner. Thrown aside. As I watch everything fall apart.
Like killing a bird in my hands because i didn't do anything to care for it, and it would just fly away. Then desperate as I am to keep it from flying, I crushed it in my hands. Cruel. Painful.
Rain.

I'm doing everything halfway. Unfinished business. Maybe not to the best that I can. There's no one who is saying, "Gha, you're doing a great job! Keep it up!" No ones happy with me for the moment. No one. And I can only blame myself. Lecturers, teachers, friends, parents, you.
Neglect.
Emotionally unstable, haha sounds like dementia.
I know people get better through pressure. I know tough times don't last, tough men do. I know winners are those who stay when the going gets tough.
But can I not be that guy? I'm a simple guy, with simple desires.
Can I just ditch my job. I wanna make time.

Yeah, my life's abit kinda far from track. Yeah, I know the storm won't last forever.
I'm just worried what the rain would wash away...
I love her more than she will ever know
I wanna drown
Not cause she doesn't wanna know
my fears
But cause I don't know how to show it.
in music...

Other than my legs opening to wide and my posture.....
I think this pic is the best =D

Told you it was gonna be awesome didn't I? Huhh? Huhh? haha...
Sentosa~~ cliche~

Lucky I didn't get sunburn though I'm a bit darker....
Played soccer, volleyball, frisbee and all the stuff~ Didnt play with sand like i always do though. o.o

Haha, damn fun. Sun, sand, sea.... epic eye closed moment. 1A01, not bad....

awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome

Can you see the difference in my hair? (no, its not falling) lol
Its kinda long story but generally I asked the stylist to cut both side very short. But I only pointed on one side.
I thought it was common sense to cut both side so I assume she knew.....
She cut only ONE side shorter. And me, day dreaming away didn't notice until I left and board the bus.
ARGHHHH
One side feels cooler than the other =/

BECAME AN INSTRUCTOR TODAY!
Damn fun haha. I feel so... high class =P humble humble....
Kinda fun though, few guys have 2 stars already. wooo~~~

Tomorrow is gonna be an epic-ly awesome day =D haha woo~!!
woo~!!
woo~!
woo~
woo
wo
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._.

Haha THANKS TO JOANNE WEIJUAN AND JOEI!!!! (hope i rmb the right ppl =X)
for the belated belated bday prez!! =]

tmr tmr tmr! wooO! =DD

Haha, weird expression, i like! (Y)
Its not what you do, but who you're with that matters.

Guess what, I'm on STOMP! But in an awkward position, grinding Jonathan. The cameraman cant find a better timing to take the shot.

Gotta clear my mind these few days. But its not 'bout what you think. I doubt you understand. And I don't have a reason to make you.

if you cant get someone off your mind they are probably supposed to be there

Today is gonna be a great day. Its Wednesday. Gonna find this girl who absolutely loves making my heart beat fast.

I finally understand the phrase, "Friends are like stars, you might not always see them, but you know they're always there." Complicated stuff, but now understandable. Thanks superwoman =]

Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing, means absolutely everything to me

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ON HOLD
cause my life is screwed.

somebody get me through this nightmare



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I've been busy with so many things that I neglected the one person that means the most to me.
I always thought that it'd be fine and it would all come naturally to me. I guess I was wrong.
I'm sorry that I didn't show that I cared enough. I never want you to feel that way again.
I'll change

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one

BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY =S
Make it idiot proof and someone will make a better idiot.

Met the other two of the triple threat yesterday. Been a while since I met them. Laughed like crazy as usual ;D They never fail haha. As time goes by, I don't seem to have time for anything, but for bros, everything else can wait.

I wanna get headphones. I'm missing the feeling of being engulfed in my own world impervious to my surroundings. I don't mind being hit by a car or two. Ohh mannnn I want it so bad....

As time goes by, it loses its point,
Reasons fade away,
Language barrier goes up,
And im going out

Heartbeat

GEMS
I joined personal financial planning. Its like... accounting? At least thats what twin said. Guess what my mum taught me was useful after all haha. All the cash flow, Cash In and Cash Out. Didnt bring notes as usual. Everyone there so quiet. Seems pretty much like a business class haha.

CCA
Dance Sport! Guess what. Thats what I'm gonna try out this year. I bet Joanne is SO excited (lol). I'm gonna shake my thang and boogy woogy LOL. =S

WORK
Busy as usual. FYI I have another job other than Prima. Its kinda time consuming, but should be rewarding haha. Wait till I got status then I'll tell the world haha.
EDDIE IS GONNA DIE WHEN I SEE HIM. Nothing else to be said.

PHONE
My phone is screwed! It has this "auto click" function that I "downloaded" when I dropped my phone. So if i hang up on you while you're calling me, its not my fault! It auto hangs up! And if my SMS-es seem short and rude, its cause its hard to type. I'll show you, just ask me...

TIME
I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME! So many things to do. So many people to meet. Every hour there is confirm someone calling. SMS. I'm not saying I'm famous or something... but I don't wanna be tied down to this!!

STRESS
What to do, what to do....

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away

TODAY WAS AWESOMEEE
Best day of my life to be honest.
What can i say? Its nothing short of awesome =)


So cool to have the beat in your hands. I admire drummers cause they can read the beat of a song just like that. And when you can see it, the feeling is damn cool! just like getting perfect points for guitar hero haha. And overall, with beats like that, its just pure fun ;D Look at his expression haha

Been feeling very sleepy these few days. Haha maybe thats what happens when you get shocked every single day... Still not getting used to it i guess. Still being shot every single day ._.
I need to study! Seriously Eddie and Athraj aint studying for nuts, and this year's module is even more cheem! Siannnnnnnnn

So many things to plan too. FOC, GO GREEN, STUDY, ARRRRGHHHHH.
niabu ._.
I wanna go run soon. So many things i wanna do, so little time.... I admit I'm very bad with time management.

so damn tired? did you know how i tried to keep it up for a year? when others do to you, its all wrong and shitty, but when you do the same to others its fine? People didnt change, im just tired of reaching out.
Talk is cheap, yeah same to you too.

Life's been kinda cramped. I seriously need time to live and breathe.

Standing on the roof tops, everybody scream your heart out...

Haha, I love the way I talk to the guys with shit loads of vulgarities but we don't mean it.
It just seems normal lol.

E - where the f***k are you
G - in class bodoh. eh s**t i got break later, wanna go eat?
E - i end at f***king 1 cb
G - same lahh f***ck
E - knn then find u at fc5 later uh
G - i duwan fc5 lahh ccb
E - knnccb then where you wan siol
G - fc3 lah nb
E - ok ok set lol

haha. FOC planning is driving me nuts. Feels like im walking on a road with alot of holes. Some things incomplete. Some things, dunno how to do. Screwed. RAMS, Emergency contacts, Safety protocol, Proposal. Why cant everything just be impromptu and tell the freshies to "join at your own risk". Thats the point of an indemnity form lol. Worked yesterday, bought new slippers haha nice (Y)

There's something different with the way i look. Look at me, then tell me what you think. Its small, but its there! Haha always wanted to try everything at least once. But now I don't know what to do with it...

Hmm... Its been a while since I did an eskimo roll... Hope I don't lose the feeling.
Or else i get a FAIL roll.
ha...
Funny uh?

Ok, I'm frigin hungry. Can you hear my stomach growl...

hey you
hear that?
can you hear how fast you make my heart beat?

GREEN DAY! WOOO!! WE WON!! HAHA!!! FIRST PLACE!! 500BUCKS!!!

expected... =P kidding.

Was doing last minute practices though to me it really looked cmi haha. When we performed, Jon forgot his lyrics and some people forgot to do some stuff? Haha... When they announced the runner up and our group name wasn't there.... we were like... "Oh, if we not second then confirm we first lahh!" lol joke, but in the end it was true! haha!

Won 500 bucks, interviews from SPH, SP media, an autograph session at SB, a showcase, a write up on us, video clips and pics of us on GO GREEN WEBSITE!!! woo! sweet prize eh? ^^

I realise I'm a busy person... Hmm... maybe I should tone down abit... =/

Not only do I feel like shit, I also feel like shitting...

Haiz...

When I'm doing work, somehow I don't like to mix in fun with it. As in, when its time to be serious, I believe we shouldn't just waste time and fool around. There's a time for everything and that totally wasn't the time to be talking crap.

You make me feel....

First day of school!

Started with a room full of freshies. Wa go there just to download software is damn dumb. Should have pon-ed and eventually did...
Went to find Eddie and Yan Hui, in their math class. Crash with them to find out Eddie is actually in my class... well, with all the forward module we have, its kinda complicated...
Haha its a fact ;)
Uncharted lands....

It was since the day I met you
Welcome to my life, I hope you'll stay
I'll know you better and you, me too
I just hope you won't go away

You make me happy, you make me smile
You never fail to surprise me every single day
And guess what, I think I'm in love with your smile =)

Just the girl I'm looking for

Theres school tomorrow and guess what I found in my mail?

Please access the SAS for your timetable as there are some changes.
Regards, Lim B.S.

PS: Hi Battul, I have shifted the 2 DEEE students out from your DCEG class.

Dang youuuuuu. Now I gotta wake up early juz for SPROG! History is just gonna repeat itself!!

Hey! Hey you! Hey! Hey! Hey you! Hey! Hey! Hey you! Hey you! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey you!

Go to google.
Type " Who's the cutest"
Click I'm feeling lucky

=)

So I'll sing, a melody...

Today was kind of a disappointment, in many ways...
Oh wells, thats what happens when your expectations are too high.

Had Level 1 sports climbing with "Eye Chin", and tried the roof =D Haha thrilling ^^ One fall and we swing like monkeys swinging through armpit hair~~ ATC's, Figure of 8, slings, cinch. Kinda cool learning things outside curriculum stuff =X Guess its been a while to me....

Went to find the Pastor's daughter after that at paya lebar (wtfudge??) As usual, she never stopped shocking me since 12 April...

HEY SUPERWOMAN! See what I can do ;D I didnt need to download ANYTHING!

Just the girl I'm looking for

SEEE FOP

Had loads of fun. Too much fun you can say, till we were lectured for having too much fun ourselves and not entertaining the freshies haha. My face is in almost all the pics =D
Think all the freshies remember my face alr~

Our last group~ Hey, my shoe's missing haha

The only class that added us on FB. They have a class GROUP and me and Andrew were placed as "officials" haha. FION'S GROUP, find her!
Haaaaaaaaaaaaave you met Andrew? haha my partner for FOP ;D

HAHAHA!!!


Am I the fool? Am I a victim?

Woke up at like 7 today? Waited at BB at Burger King. I think thats where i got sick.... Sms-ed alfie loads of vulgarities cause hes damn slow.... Went twins house to give her gigantic tigger and change GEMS. Woots! Personal Financial!
Trained to amk.... Thats where i got DAMN sleepy. Took the priority seat and slept all the way there and back. I was so sleepy that I....
Walked into a pillar....
Sleep until damn unglam but i didnt care....
Keep almost walking into people....
Headaches!!

Reached school went straight to hilltop to sleep. On my laptop to on music then.... sleep.... In the end never go gym. Still damn tired and went basketball straight. =)

The basketball court is the place where I always feel safe somehow. It taught me respect like no other teacher could. Melvin used to get angry when he say even a cigarette on the floor. I won't mind but soap? Powder? And they don't even clean up after what they did. Like wtfudge?

Sidetracked, played bball with 10 peeps. frgt their name lol. Chi Peng, Charle, Zhen Yu, Jonathan Alvar, Jonathan Ang, Kenny, Algea and few more i can't remember...
Was sleepy at first, until the first ball went in and i find myself being elbowed in the face. Woke me up with a scar inside my mouth lol. Basketball is a good way of relieving stress haha.

It rained otw home, walked in the rain. Now that i know I got a fever.... I think that was damn stupid of me to walk in the rain... I was so cold even after i showered in HOT water that im shivering in my room with the fans off. Anyone been to my room would know its like an oven.... but i was shivering!

what should I do?
What you want, is what I don't want. I don't want to be that replacement again...

Performing SP cheer infront of the whole SEEE. Cool shit.
FOP was damn hot today. Hot sun, with fan-less hall means gigantic OVEN. Was damn high at first but not so much when second group came. They were damn boring....
One of my lecturers came to me and was like....
Sir : Hey, Gha, I saw what you wrote, you're a good writer
Me : Write what? Where?
Sir : About GYL.
Me : Huhh?
Sir : Your blog?
Me : You know my blog???? OMGWTFBBQZOMGPEANUTBUTTERCHEESEPIEOSTRICH!

Successfull planning of family dinner today (Y)
Unfortunate incident : Melody, Zi yuan, Jun Guang and most of CLS GYL people were there. HAHA! DAMN PAISEH. WHY THERE OUT OF THE WHOLE SINGAPORE!?
WHY PASTA MANIA?!
Was telling my mum there was no more seats, though there are.... and in the end they came anyway.
Thanks Mun Noong for the card haha =P

FOP again tomorrow. I gotta stop this nasty habit of mine to volunteer for so many stuff cause I think I'm free.

Secret love, my escape.
Take me far far away.

Don't waste your time on me
Your already the voice inside my head
I Miss You