twin x] - oops =X hehh
Olga - YEA!! i did!! =D lol
minzhuang - relinked~~ lol hw many times u ask me relink alr ahh =X
dante - waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad -.-
minzhuang - haha thx?

okay......
been busy the past few days, doing 3 jobs ^^
haha i think its hard for singaporeans to get jobs cause i already took them =X

was slacking in the pool, cool rainbow =D

JOB1
Banquet

up till now, not everyone knows wad a banquet is....
no we dun work at the place Banquet.... go find out urself lol

went into this job cause Geraldine needed people for Shutters which is another department...
so, im there =D not cause i need more money -.-

From left : Sofian, Nixon, Geraldine

Shutters are sumthin like waiters~ see the restaurant? so high class ^^
The view is so nice ah....
But this is wad i hafta see everyday -.-
In fine dining, the plates are like 1-2kg each? And when u clear the tables, u put all the plates onto a tray and when that BIG tray is full, u gotta carry that 50kg-80kg tray to the kitchen. Its so heavy that there is even a technique u need to learn to carry the tray!
Nixon wiping utensils, anyone recognise him? he look kinda familiar...

Where am i working? Amara hotel!
Where is Amara? SENTOSA!!! free entry ^^
And of course if u go sentosa, u cant miss this thingy xD
I paid for the monrail only to go around sentosa to see the construction for the IR -.-
my money fly away....
Oh, and see all these? Its for the buffet, and most of the time, only 1/4 of it is finished
The rest is thrown away. Even worse than Prima! Even if the whole tray is still full, they throw it all in. We tried eating some but its a BUFFET! haha people gotta pay like 50 bucks in this restraunt to eat, but we eat AND get paid lol free sushi... sashimi.... truffle cake... oreo cheese cake... mouth watering yet?

2nd JOB
SURVEYOR

Part of the Singapore Tourism Board~ This job is cause somebody was bored and ask me join with him.
tada~ its either this, or traffic counter (TC) where u sit one corner and count ppl who pass by -.-
no life right? Thats why he ask me come lol. As for surveyor, we juz bullshit the answers, so most of all of the time, we're slacking one corner talking crap~
This time its chinatown fr CNY. The next would be for the Chingay parade ^^ free entry lol
this is that no life someone ~
On the 25, chinese new year, glen couldnt come, so i had to work alone. Of course there were lion dance and everything but I'd rather post sumthin you dun see. Here someone got drunk and was hit in the head wif a glass bottle. No idea how or why o.o
Here's a drunk fellow on a DIRTY floor. It might look cleaner in this picture but the floor was actually WET and the whole toilet stank...
At the stroke of midnight, firecrackers exploded haha no terrorist =X
Finished work at 2am bt reached home at 3.30am everyone i was sms-ing slept so fast =( i thought they're supposed to stay up? haha damn sleepy till i sleep on the couch till 2 pm the next day =X yea i know im a pig...

3rd JOB
Prima

ok this one i nvr intended to go back in the first place. After O's my boss called me up askin me if i can work cause they really need ppl. I thought its only fr awhile until they get more people, i couldnt say no -.- if she ask me why i cant say cause of the crappy things lol
Nowadays when i talk bout quitting, Winnie would gif me that puppy dog look and then a customer would always BUTT in and ask fr a cake lol
Meet the new waffle girl~ Arfizah
Me : Hey smile!
Her : uhh? nonono!! duwan! *looks away* *looks at camera* *smile*
LOL
since shes doin the waffles, i get to do everything else ^^ which is more slack woo!
bt if u come by, i personally make you one how bout that? =D
This is Before CNY. Had to take off the grill and clean it....
Nice view eh? see Winnie's shocked face, i told her there's a rat xD was expecting to see a rat from up here but... oh well...

lesson learnt, experienced gained =) jack of all trades master of none xD

haha i think im getting more slower nowadays.... Ying Hao went to Japan with Kenny, when he came back, he didnt tell me. He called me up at 11+ and asked me if i wanted to play basketball the next day. The next day at ard 9 am i was like "HEY! yh! ur back! since when?" lol kinda slow....

then there are times i leave my specs juz right in FRONT of me. After like 1min, i frgt where they are -.-

Ohh and Keryn should be back today, "welcome back babe!!"

Anyways, Happy New Year! =P


"Its ok to be angry and never let go. It only gets harder the more that you know. When you get lonely if no ones around you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down. Cause we came together but you left alone, and I know how it feels to walk out on your own. Maybe some day I will see you again and you'll look into my eyes and call me a friend."
-yellowcard-

Olga - o.o ur sick!!!
twin x] - yeahha =(
joanne - =((((
keryn - haha! u admit im hot!!
jasmine - thx~~ =)
kaisong - wad hotline?? LOL
joanne - hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii =D
zaki - call me
keryn - i need sleep lahhhhhhhh DOI xD

update keryn style ;D (got a new phone! so can post pics ^^)
Glen and Mel went over prima, wait till works over which is like... 10pm?
ohh and found out Siyi and Sheena work at Lot 1 also =D
went to see Sheena and sent her home~
and then.... camp my hse =D

hungry peeps~
fascinated by a internet tablet -.-
poser o.o seee, can see the moon so clear at my hse =D

was bored so tried to throw gummy bears into his mouth...
next mornin..... 2 guys deprived of sleep....we went gym~ one handed pull-up. any one believe what you see?

we even cloned mel in the gym =D
this is NOT one of the things you should do -.-
hungry fellas eat fast ^^

went mel hse to wait fr WJ and twin to play poool~

saw the roof access was open =D

3 little pigs =X


then went to work~~
nope not at prima... at...
yupp, its true lol i dun even know why im juggling 2 jobs -.-
thanks to glen, now im in this and not going out anytime soon....
and my job? Sit one corner and count the number of people passing by the lane for 4 hours!!

Next day went to see the juniors match.....

that used to be me in number 14 =(

jump ball!!
"thank you refereeeeee....."
there was one point in the game where Eddie tried to defend by standing in the way of the opponent who is like charging to him. he stood there, raise his hand up and... close his eyes xD
obviously he flew~ see the importance of being a brick wall?
haha de match made us itch for basketball, went to ngee an to try to play wif poly students to see how its like =X
candid pic lol, Slenger and Keryn was there fr camp~

i heard theres gonna be an eclipse on 26! be ready!

talked to glen ytd,
found out some things like.....

i dunno if any of u reading my blog knows.... but my job isnt that "great". my life ain't that great too
its not that i'm lying or anythin, its juz that, like 98.7fm, listen to only the good stuff~
u nvr heard abt the shitty crappy customers or the things i hafta do when i screw up
u nvr hear abt all of that. cause it doesnt matter~

so many sacrifices made but took nothing in return
when frustrations are made hard to speak out in words
its so easy for you to say the things you want to say
and to bail on them when the slightest challenges come your way
it could have been made according to plan
but your ego and selfishness left a dozen dents
i know just what you’d say when this is over
that you never had a choice
i know its not your fault because it never is
go ahead and put the blame on me because i stand by my voice
whats important to me will always be
whether written in words, or nothings from my lips.

-nick-





right now im soooo fucked up

B2 - lol next week~~~
minzhuang - ooooohhh really? wad u mean happy? =(
lingy - shaba-laba-LAME-dong lol
joanne - i called u and the first few words u said was "NONONONO!! I NOT GOIN!" -.-
glen - wrote wad? errrrr post on youtube easier~

woooo~
last few days were great =D
lol cause i spent the whole day out, i only went home to sleep fr 4-6 hrs max

Sarah's BBQ was cool, her condo was like.... wow o.o
so.... wow... lol
played bb wif the guys b4 goin sarah hse, been quite a while since i did that, still on form ^^
on way to sarah hse, REMEMBERED that i FORGOT to bring the grill... how ironic...
went all the way to superbowl there to get it

at her hse, the guy wanna go swimming but not in proper attire so.....
mel go bribe the guard wif food..... and it works!!!! if he didnt let us, we go ask him vomit out the food man....
haha but after the guards change shift, and another guard comes, we had to go out lahh
not everyone was there =(

and keryn fell into the pool o.o
should haf brought my jacket ahh....

bballed ytd agn, no form =(
played all the way until work, where i almost gt my face burned sleeping at the counter.....
got red bull to give me wings =D
ate dinner wif babe, sent her home and.... i wanted to peee =( LOL
dun emo babe, u need my jacket =)

haha and for those who is going like "how he go out? i thought he got work??"
ask me out! then i take leave lahhhhhhhhhhhhh sheesh
its not that i didnt wanna go out lo, is u nvr ask me go!

results coming~ bt wads done is done right? chill people =)
learn to act cool ^^


Define violence : little cute bunnies singing cute lil' songs

Olga - lol wads wif those winks ;D
twin x] - sry lahh!!
B2 - sry ><
Lily - Marry smas =D
!keryn - yo~ =D
mario - no idea wad u talking bout *walks away* lol
Nur Firzanah - u got the wrong person =P
Glen - lol u gt alot things to say right xD thx fr coming~~
minzhuang - thx~ sane to u too =D

FIRSTLY
SORRY to changing the date fr BBQ
DOUBLE-EY SORRY to those who had to change their schedule to come
TRIPLE-EY SORRY to those who couldnt come cause I changed the date
FOUR-PLEY SORRY to those who cannot come cause they took leave on 31st
FIVE-PLEY SORRY to those who wanted to come but cannot cause of me in a way or another

D= suck at planning dun I?
heres wad happened....
I went to the management to book the pit, the ppl there say the com crash and ask me come agn 3 days later. i told them to reserve so if anyone ask them, i ask them say i book alr. they said ok........
3 days later i come back and when i asked them, they say its fully booked......
wadever....

had fun though, THX yilin fr the cake =)

YH, JH, MEL and GLEN stayed over... heres some thing we did
- played guitar under the stars ^^
- scared the shit out of the guards.... (waitin fr glen to post pics and everythin)
- westcoast piramid climb at like... 3am?
- disturbing a couple doin sumthin in their car? that was all glen xD

anyways... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! =D
yea i know 2008 was like shitty fr us (if its nt u then shaddup lol)
bt hey, rmb the good times and frgt the bad =D
honestly, during the O lvls was the time where 4e4 guys "bonded" the most xD all the de-stressing
juz rmb the good frens you had and all the times u went through, through shit thick and thin =)

up tll now i can still rmb the first few words some people said to me, some are funny, some are fierce xD
DUDES AND DUDETTES!! dun lose contacts kkay! ANY OF U CHANGE NUMBER TELL ME!
and if anything happens, tell me too!

now that the year is 2009, someones bday gonna be a special 9-9-09 ehh?

fr all the peeps who were there cared,
I juz got 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you

"Two years ago, I'd give anything for you too look that way while thinking of me."
- Commodore-

twin x] - xD took me 2 days to understand wad ur saying xD
glan - haha nw u knw ^^
myra - haha yea! as toilet cleaner =D
zaki - yea... cant help it =/
mario - your? did i miss sumthin?
Dante - yea, sry cant make it, u haf his number wadd
zaki - lol ami good or am i good? read Dante's tag....


I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

this song was played the WHOLE time some of us work at CARREFOUR that time x.x

finally back at home,
went sakura last night, then went slack at glen hse till next mornin, went to play basketball in the morn anddddddd work till now =)
other than work and sakura, everything else was last minute =D
we are like the "so on" people -.-

sajura made my stomach burst!! @.@
nw i understabd why u can feel sinfull when u eat to much x.x
bt their sprite is really bleahhh -.- i've tasted sprites before but that is really very urgh xD (inside joke xP)
their food is not bad bt i dun think im cut out fr raw food Dx

we were like in the pool in the middle of the night at gles hse, imagine the coldness.... lol
then after cold, we went into the steam room xD imagine the hotness!
talked throughout the whole night haha its been too long since we gt time to juz sit at talk crap true?

songs to me can relate to times in your life~
fr nw its....

Westlife - My love
haha me and ying hao agree its our fav song in pri sch~
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together


a little bit more details at glens blog wif some pics o.o

today's the last day i'll be blogging in this hse=(
i brought all my clothes to the other hse ytd and now i haf nth to wear -.-
tmr im gonna hafta wear my prom shirt lol cause its the only shirt i haf left here xD


good guys finish last~

zaki - haha shhhh
B2 - bt now u know hehhh =X
jojo - haha no prob =)

had a really fckin day at work ytd, dun really wanna explain....
so took a day off today to chill ;D

went to cut hair this mornin! went wif hw as usual~~
aunty say my hair falling T_T
i suffer from hair loss?!?!?! T_T stresssss
more hair drop
more stress
MORE hair drop LOL
aaahhhhhhhhhh
saw someone on the way too, lol

went to Jp to check out the extension building, cool =D
tried to find wei juan, but her shop still closed =(
went to arcade to de-stresss, spent ard 17 bucks total~ my wallet gt one whole =( literally!
there is this game where u can win a ps3 if u win, last stage i always lose ><
cheat my feeling one....

delivered muffins to keryn, slacked in her hse while she find her FBT lol
played BB at CC!! xD oooooh its been a while....

this is why i love Jurong....
first, its me, hw and keryn....
WJ sms-ed me saying she saw me, few minutes later, she came! xD
then after ard 3 min, Jian Hao called me saying he saw me, and while talking to him on the phone, he came! xD
then while playing bb, few minutes later....
Mario and OPQ came! xD

haha see!!! coincidence!!! lol
if any of u are free, and pass by the CC, look out fr me =)

listen, just listen

twin x] - lol will sms u soon xD
B2 - haha will do =) nvr tell me u working!!!!
Dante - i am nowwwww
Olga - hehh....

[video changed]




Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
Theres gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Theres somebody else that feels the same somewhere
Theres gotta be somebody for me out there

yeaaahhhaaa muz be one of their best songs so far =D

been through alot these few days with the machi gang lol
nw that i think abt it, i bet somebody would be jealous when he find out what we did when he comes back~
most of 4e4 guys were there, juz too bad some cant make it~
been gym-ing, swim-ing, gather-ing, movie-ing and slack-ing xD
lazy to post abt everysingle one though...
gonna be very bz these days schedule cramped lol


i love the feeling when ur on ur way to anywhere and u meet a friend
its like so concidental. its different if u 2 are going the same place, like school
both of u are heading to different place bt still coincidentally u met up xD
there was a day i met wenhao on way back frm work
his job is seriously -.-
and nowadays, almost everyday i work i meet someone =D
wooo~!

ohh haha and its nice to haf friends drop by ur work and wait the WHOLE time ur working till ur break and eat wif u then help u with ur work agn though they're not paid xD

my parents chose the date to move on xmas -.-
what a date to choose -.-
i haven seen the new hse =X
and i hafta pack everything ><
maybe gonna haf a house warming crap, and if ur reading this, ur invited =D
be back with details~~~

gt adawiyah a job ^^v woohooo take my words seriously can

Minzhuang - wad present? lalalala~
EVANN - hoho same here =D
yilin - lazy ahh =X
zaki - wad jedi ? o.o
twin x] - also not my fault! =X i sms u, u nvr reply!
linGy - -.= shaddup
wei - sry lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.-"



working!!!
at Prima!!! lol at first ppl said its lousy wad shit. now they lose their jobs and see what i get fr my work they all also wan work here ^^v
RIGHT GLEN???? =P
i love my pay =D
i love my working hours =D
and the ppl there also fun xD
the "today's special" fr everyday is chosen by closing ur eyes and throwing a piece of paper.
which ever bread it lands on is given a discount xD
and when we make the waffle mix (since its made like every once every 2 months) we didnt know which lever is wad speed and when we turn the mixer on, all the flour went on my pants xD
and im no waffle boy anymore! i'm a Prima boy ^^ upgraded lol
btw i didnt choose the location, i chose northpoint which is the next nearest to me bt i couldnt get it cause they needed me at Lot 1.

ohh and ytd my phone keep getting sms-es through the night!
and its more than 1 person sumore -.-
people.... i need sleep too u know.... im human too.... unless someone dies, try not to sms me while im sleepin......

anyway......
tuesday my knee "kabloom" agn during work -.- maybe i should get it checked...
bt.... who cares?? =D lol let me haf some fun first =)

my life's been very dramatic lately -.- weird isnt it? no more school but alot drama -.-
lucky its not any family stuff or i really -.-
cant you not tell me things i shouldnt know....
cant i juz haf fun for my holidayyyyyssssss urgh....
i hear you even when ur gone. sucks.

haha juz came back frm work, its 11 + and i need to wake up at 7 am tmr x.x
another 12 hr shift fr 4 days xP
gt this email frm alot of people, and i think its meaningful but im lazy to resend it =X
so.... heres the pic in the email =)
CLICK TO ENLARGE!!!

? - haha yea tell other people that

linGy - yepp.....
twin x] - meeeeeeeeeeeeeee! o.o lol
xLOLLIPOPP - chalet hopping!!!
yilin - ellos to you too =D
ark/++ - haha thx =D
Minzhuang - ur bday? o.o i haf no idea when =X
Dante Chua - check the links
Ace - you'll never beat me in a million years =P
linGy - nt my fault T_T people never pay T__T

finally im back ^^
ahh so many stuff hafta update as usual
my knee, sumthin wrong wif de ligament or sumthin.... everytime i lift my leg, my foot will go up slower if u get wad i mean xD been wearing knee guard from the day my knee klaboom =X
everyonce and awhile it will go kabloom again too -.- when can i take this stupid thing off -.-
and my face kena sunburn sia! its been quite some time now so if u didnt notice then....


ok ok wait
abt RED CAMP 5!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it was cool, really wasted if u missed it =) its really sumthin even though its free.
each catered food is a cuisine from countries like USA, France and Japan! lol
there's this guy i think shafeeq? he scares people cause he always do the "rock on" sign wif his hand whenever he says sumthin. i guess he thinks its cool xD ohh, and he's in our group =D
bt after everyone used to it we all communicate by showing the "rock on" sign lol

there was this lecture theatre where they showed us liquid nitrogen.
the prof. took a biscuit and put it inside de liquid nitrogen, then he asked a volunteer to eat it
the volunteer,(shafeeq as usual) ate it and when he put it in his mouth, steam came out his mouth =D COOL!!!
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
the prof also poured the whole container out onto the floor the liquid nitro vaporised before it touched the ground
WAY COOL!!!

lol i sound like a geek -.- there were loads of other stuff and made loads more frens and coincidentally.....
one of them worked at the arcade at eHub!!! during 4e4 chalet, while at the arcade saw him when i wanted to top-up card lol funny ahh....
Me: top-up card
Him: *turns ard* ok
Me: holy shit!
Him: oh! haha ghazali right?
haha almost got into trouble wif his boss =XX

anyways.... if ur interested on wad happened like zaki.... go here http://www.np.sg/redblog/
there are pics and theres a video (theres actually loads of vids of the camp on youtube) and theres me inside!!!! look for green shirt people~~~ cause we're the vikings!
"the horniest people" quoted! =P
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thats about it for the red camp....
as for now, been "chalet hopping" =X
ever heard of the "wedding crashers"? well im the "BBQ crashers" bwahaha
theres a total of 4 different BBQs i went to needed or not =P
been to the eHub like a million times and to the Cheers nearby like a ga-zill-ion times lol
i almost memorise wad they sel there alr -.-
reminds me of Carrefour o.o
wait i haven blog abt it =D



CARREFOUR
thats where i worked overnight last monday.... damn stupid ahh
they seperate the big people from the rest and we kena do hard labour -.-
everyone else can slack sia! theres alot of huayians working there and if any of them told u their work was hard, i can bet wif you mine was a million times harder -.- but our pay is still the same!!

majority of the people there were huayians i think o.o
and all their jobs were like to count stuff -.- me and mel had to count, weigh, clean, arrange
it took us the whole night while ppl slack -.-
and the stupid thing is our superiors kept arguing wif each other to weigh or count so we had to do it again and again and again sia!!!

my converse wif alex that time
Me: wa sia u so slack count underwear
Alex: hey this is an important job you know
Me: too bad you can't beat Kelvin, he's counting girls underwear
Alex: wanna bet? i counted Bra too you know
Me:haha thats wad its like to be proud of your job
yepp, everything needed to be counted, even condoms

ooh here comes the nagging, blog bout all de other chalets another day =)

these are some proverbs angel found =D
Sæt er lykt úr sjálfs síns rassi:
Sweet is the smell from your own ass

Það er skammgóður vermir að pissa í skóna sína:
Pissing in your shoes won't keep your feet warm for long

Það er of seint gripið um rassinn þegar kúkurinn er kominn í buxurnar:
It's too late to grab your ass when the poop is already in your pants

heres a song i listened to during chalet nights =)
go in a quiet room and wear headphones while you listen to it to get the ambience =)



And it's okay
If you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephones
Well, they're working in both ways
But if I never, ever hear them ring
If nothing else
I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else
And that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you say
Jason Mraz - You and I

Ace - nt my fault right.....
kelvin - its true aint it? =P



im so screwed.... =(
bt it should be expected right? its nt like i chose to do it -.-
lol fine, shoot me people, i'm only human~

If you asked me at the start of this year, I would never guess that this is what I'd be doing for the holidays. Even the people I hang out with were'nt expected. Things that I thought would happen didnt happen. Things that I nvr thought would happen, did. And of course, people who I never thought I'd lose~ expected the unexpected?

lol keryn sounds like shes having so much fun overseas >< i wan goooooooooooooooooo, to paris =D japan =D london =D at least not to malaysia -.-
somewhere cold is nice ^^

living a life with no regrets is harder than it sounds

A hundred reasons why
I can see it in your eyes
sumthins wrong with you
always in denial
can it really be that bad
being who you are

Go Audio - I'm With You

myraaaa - welcome? o.o i frgt wad the thx is for lol
Ace - figure it out urself =)
MURHANii - u get money to go prom?!?!? o.o
xLOLLIPOPP - o.o??
zaki - LOL yea ^^v
Kaisong - yepp, this is another one~
glen - lame -.-
Olga - haha random pics lahh
WEIJUANN - get skates first =P
Dante Chua Jiah Da - actually.... i REALLY dunno them
Minzhuang - done~~~
WEIJUANN - yea yea yea....
Olga - lol i should charge u >.o
WEIJUANN - bt u also need sleep!

FINALLY!!!
IM BACK!!!
sry fr the lack of updates =X
i really needed sleep -.- i haven been sleeping properly since prom (max is 3 hrs)
let me tell u why.....


wait... on second thought... its too long, and i REALLY wanna sleep b4 de chalet >< (sry zaki =X) i had alot of jobs and gt the RED camp (which is damn fun, if u missed out its ur loss, seriously) nw my "body clock" is like screwed up and i cant sleep, when i try i only can get like 3 hrs max -.-
4E4 CHALET 26-28 nov

MEET AT PASIR RIS MRT AT 12.30 pm

$20 fr those who stay

$10 fr those who say they only come fr the BBQ

planning this and welfare thing is such a horror -.-
when i asked Yi Loon plan BBQ he say OK
a week later i ask him, he haven done anything and ask me BBQ my balls -.-
i wasted like $12 and counting sms-ing ppl.....

my life now is like... busy and when theres little time that when i'm free, someone would call me up and ask me out lol. its like.... living by the moment =)

WEIJUAN - u organise!!

Ace - i dun think so....
Kelly - buy 3 get 2 free de xD


riiiight..... i haven slept in two days....


Prom night =)
sucked
When I people heard i wasnt going to the prom and i told them the real reason why, they didnt believe me.
They said it was a ridiculous excuse for not coming....
haha, now almost every guy agrees with me why it sucked and why they shouldnt come


its not the food, the food was ok especially the appetiser (correct spelling?)
it was the best lahh then the rest as it came gt worse.... bt still ok =)
its not the money, i guess the emcee was expensive bt then its like a once in a lifetime experience =)
the embience was perfect, with the colours and everything =D
the service was damn good lol even when they haf to put up with some of us
it was none of those though, it was sumthin that couldnt be avoided =/
at least we got pics =D
it tells a thousand words...

This is cool... though not everyone could squeeze in....

Jian Hao, he always has this look as if he wanna fight me lol

Kelvin, cool riiiight....he wear damn nice lahh.... i look humongous beside him lol
Ying Hao, wad he wore really suited his personality. He looked like a waiter when he put his hands behind his back =P

There were a few videos shown, one of them had a quote that said sumthin like "dun think of this as the end, but a new beginning" thats like soooo true
i was like *wham* "yea!! thats so true! new begining!!" i look around then ppl juz stare at me....

after prom slacked under wei juans hse till the next morning
it was really a long story on why we ended up at B2's hse
no pics cause its all wif glen ahh sheesh....
next post i guess~

reached home at ard 6 am
showered and had to leave again for training and to help A to do the new PE shirts.... (which was totally a waste of time)
until at ard 3pm, went to play basketball at the CC, thats when everyone starts to confess that prom really was sadening and i was right!!

those who said it was a stupid reason, EAT YOUR WORDS bwahahaha!! =X
it was so deppressing ahh, and the only thing that could keep my mind of it was basketball....
so.....
today we went to a total of 4 courts to play basketball (at different times and for different reasons of course)
i juz went up from the court beside my block where me, mel, yh, jh, loon, kenny, glen were juz playin



on another note....

KERYN WAI!!!! WHY YOU HAFTA LEAVE SO FAST!?!?!?!
take care of yourself when you go madagasca (lol) or wadeva it was...
remember the china may still haf melamine!!!

eat more! dun loose weight! yea ur hair is nice lahh

dun emo over there!! have a safe journey and come back!!!
sry bout the whole year! =X

now i need my sleep....

Ace - haha yea~

WEIJUAN - thx ;D
XLOLLIPOPP - where gt bagus?? O lvl lehhhh
MURHANii - really? i thought its the same?
Olga - o.o
ark/++ - o.o everything to you sounds horny riiiiight -.=

by today almost everyone's papers done =D
no need fr sch~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

after four years we can kinda see our friends grow up (only refering to those who did)
from a kid, to teenager, to an old man you see now.....
sure we've been through those ups and downs bt now its really over ;D

prom night! im gonna wear something i found at some pasar malam (direct translation - night market) -.-
i dun get the fuss of troubling over something you wear fr only a night.....
i like syameera's reason fr guys having to come, she said " guys hafta come so that the girls have someone to show off their new clothes to" xD
so thats the reason guys come for prom xD



hey you! yes you! i know you're reading this! call me outtttttttt.... pack my holidays to the brim D=
go watch movie, basketball, badminton, skating wadeverrrrrrrrrrrr juz call me outtT!!! =D


I'll always look back, as i walk away...

I won't worry my life away...

kaisong - gt meaning de =D
WEIJUANN - actually.... i frgt =X
zaki - hahax yea xD




I won't worry my life away~ *bangs head* lol

waa... headache this mornin fr SS....
brain like JELLY lahh!
juz wham the question and stare at blank space....
everyone thought i finish so fast lol
so as expected SS is screwed~

sry to all the ppl i din reply =X wasnt emo-ing juz gt a jell-o fr a brain...
every move feels like my brain is wobbling =/

to tell u the truth when i was young, i nvr thought GUYS could get headaches....
only GIRLS cause of mensus lol

so my headache lasted the whole day -.- even through basketball all the way till i reach home at 9+
T_T my headd......

i think i haf a fever.... ohhh 38.9 degrees....

i've got nothing to hide,
i have already said everything there is to know,
its only if you can get it =)

Broken toy

Shane - i did? lol thx
weijuan - thx B2!
Olga - ihy? i horrify u? yes u DO horrify me =P
peanut - it was horrible D=
Minzhuang - kkay
linGy - doin wad? =P
XLOLLIPOPP - muahaha? =P
Ace - o.o huhh?


take ur time to read =)
honestly "ripped" fr Mr Say~

Small Little Lake

There was once a small little lake, hidden deep within the mountains. There was no fishes, no plants within the small little lake, for he was just too small.

But everyday, he would smile when the mountain winds blew across his surface. And he would beam, when the day was fine and the sun to shine brightly. He would frown when gales got too fierce, and when the cloud hid the sun. But the small little lake was not sad, for he knows the gales will be gentle once again, for he knows the sun would come out yet again.

Every night, he would look at the moon and asked, “Oh beautiful moon, beautiful moon. Why do you look different every time I see you?”

And the moon would answer, “Do I?” And she would try to peer at herself ever so slightly. But of course, the moon can never see herself, for she was far too round.

But then, the moon would then always notice her reflection on the small little lake. “Indeed. I do look a trifle different from yesterday. But I don’t feel any different.”

The small little lake would then ask again, “Are you lonely?”

“Why would I be? I have the stars crowding all about me…” But the moon was lying, the stars were all so far, so far away. They just seemed so near. The moon was lying, for compared to the stars, she was just a tiny piece of rock.

She was sad. “Sorry small little lake, the stars are calling me. I got to leave.”

But the small little lake pressed on, “Please don’t go. I’m so lonely here. The mountains are always sleeping. The winds are so flighty. And the sun are just so warm but blind.”

So like a kindly mother, the moon stayed and comforted the lonely small little lake,” Don’t worry, small little lake. Some day you will find some little girl who will swim in you, who play happily with you. Her laughters will make the sun shine brighter, the winds to play a beautiful melody and the mountains to repeat her joys.”

But she forgot to tell the small little lake that the some day, the girl will grow up and maybe never to return again.

And so everyday the small little lake waited. But no one comes.

The small little lake asked the wind, “Oh mister wind, mister wind! Why did not one come and play with me?”

The wind was confused, he couldn’t imagine why would the small little lake wanted someone to come and play with him. Couldn’t he just blow and chase away the clouds? It was such fun playing with the clouds.

“Oh mister wind, mister wind. You have traveled far and wide. Can you tell me?”

Seeing that the small little lake was so sad, he hurriedly replied, “Maybe you are not pretty enough? I once saw another lake with a waterfall. She was so filled with people, people from all over the world.”

“Oh thank you, mister wind.” The small little lake was sad. He was not pretty.

For days and nights, the small little lake begged, pleaded with the mountains. “Oh please mister mountain, can you just move a little and let a stream to come to me? I really wished to have a waterfall.”

For months and years, finally, the mountain woke up. The small little lake was so happy. He had a small little waterfall now.

“Look look, I’ve a waterfall!”, the small little lake would exclaim to the moon.

Seeing that the small little lake so joyous, the moon was happy. She was not so lonely anymore. “I’m sure some little girl would discover you soon. And you will be a very special place for that little girl.”

And indeed, several months later, a bubbly girl chanced into the small little lake. She was not as little as the small little lake had imagined, but still, he was overjoyed.

The not so little girl with her cute little ponytail screeched with surprise and joy when she saw the small little waterfall. “So pretty, pretty.” She would exclaim before splashing into the small little lake.

Every morning the not so little girl with her short stubby ponytail would come and play with the small little lake. Some times, she would bring her brushes and sat beside the small little lake, painting.

The small little lake was very happy. He was contented to that the not so little girl had so much fun. He had become a special place for her.

The small little lake was shy. He dared not talk to the girl, until one day, the not so little girl sigh. “Oh small little lake, oh small little lake. How I wish you could talk. I think I had fell in love with you.”

The normally calm surface of the small little lake rippled ever so slightly. He was confused yet happy. He was afraid yet he yearned to reply.

Finally, the small little lake replied, “I love you too.”

The not so little girl hopped in surprise and joy, “You speak! Oh small little lake, I love you so much. I love your waterfall, you gentle ripples when I play in you. You are a very special lake.”

Smiling happily, the small little lake too said, “I love you, not so little girl. I love your care free manner. I love your laughters. I love your painting. I love you.”

And so the not so little girl visited the small little lake everyday, sharing gifts and stories. They were so happy then. The small little lake was soon filled with colorful fish, graceful water plants, that not so little girl had bought.

Everything seemed so beautiful, for even the mountains are filled with flowers planted by the not so little girl.

But after several years, maybe the small little lake had changed, or maybe the not so little girl had grown up, the not so little girl came to see the small little lake for the last time.

“I’m sorry small little lake. I thought I had loved you, but you are so different now. You have colorful fishes, graceful plants and pretty flower about you. And you have your little waterfall.”

The small little lake was confused. Stunned into silence, the small little lake could not say a single word.

“Oh, small little lake, I truly sorry. But I thought I can be contented with a small little lake, but you are just too far away. So far up in the mountains. I’m tired, tired of coming up here. You always say the same things.”

The small little lake sobbed.

“I very sorry. I was happy with you once, but I realized that I doesn’t really like the way your waterfall gush about. I doesn’t really like your water. It is too cold, too still.”

The small little lake made no reply.

“It is not that i do not like you. But it is so tiring to come everyday.”

If small little lakes have hearts, small little lake’s broke into a million pieces. Fragments so small, that the not so little girl never saw it broke.

Tearful, the small little lake asked, “I can change. Please.”

“I’m sorry. But you are just a small little lake. You can never change yourself. In my heart, you will forever be just a small little lake. Go find yourself another little girl.”, the not so little girl replied.

“But I truly love you.”, the brokenhearted small little lake cried.

“I’m sorry.”, the not so little girl left.

And that night, the small little lake cried. The moon was so sad, she was filled with regrets. The winds was sad, he was worried, small little lake no longer smile or frown when he passes. The sun was blind, he never notice that small little lake never beam. The mountain was asleep, he never knew what happened.

The small little lake was sad. But ever so slightly, he smiled for he remembered what the not so little girl had said, “We are still friends, I will come back someday to visit you.”

The small little lake waited, and waited. Maybe he was impatient, for he was a young little lake. He pleaded with the winds to bring the not so little girl a message.

Seeing the small little lake so sad, the winds agreed.

The small little lake waited, and waited for the not so little girl’s reply. It never came. The small little lake begged the moon to whisper to the not so little girl. The small little lake pleaded to the sleepy mountain to tremble the message to her.

Finally, a reply. “I was busy.”

The small little lake was so happy. A reply at last. Carefully, he nurtured the fish, the plants and the flowers, waiting for the day the not so little girl would come and visit him.

He put in a lot of efforts, it was not easy for a small little lake to look after so many things. But he was contented.

But the not so little girl never came.

Small little lake was devastated. Maybe he should had waited. But as rash young lakes were, small little lake threw himself down the mountains and made his way to where the not so little girl had lived.

He wanted to invite the not so little girl to his small little lake. He hoped that the not so little girl could change her mind. He hope that the not so little girl had missed him.

The small little lake had his heart broken yet again. He was angry, angry that the not so little girl was not a bit sad, angry that the not so little girl had not thought of him at all. The not so little thrown him away, just like the many toys she had.

That was the first time, small little lake had knew anger, rage. It was horrible, for lakes were never meant to have waves. The not so little girl was hurt and cursed and sweared at the small little lake.

The small little lake was very sorry. But he was very very hurt. The small little lake left and returned to his mountains, the not so little girl’s curses ringing, echoing forever within his fluid body.

The fish died, followed by the plants and finally the flowers too died, for the curses had spread far. The small little lake was very hurt.

The small little lake was so sad, he still loved the not so little girl, regardless of the hurt. Small little lakes were never meant to have waves. But still, small little lake was so very sad.

He pleaded to the mountains to open a hole, so that he can hide himself forever. But the mountains refused. The moon objected. The winds said he will missed the small little lake. And the sun doesn’t understand why would the small little lake want to hide from him.

And so the small little lake remained at his mountains, where there is no fish, no plant, no flowers. The small little lake doesn’t understand. But still, he remained in the mountains, hoping someday, the not so little girl would return.

But small little lake knew it can never be. He was just a toy. A toy who hoped that the not so little girl can remember him as a toy she had happy times with. And not a toy that had hurt her.

The small little lake only hoped that he was a good toy. For there is nothing more for him, just a lonely dull small little lake in the mountains where no man ever walks.

The small little lake is sad, very sad.

I wish i knew, why

Eeyore - too bad! bwahahaha!
=) - ^^
linGy - lalalala~
twin x] - really?? lol
Ace - hahax
peanut - yupp =)
zaki - lol yea true... why cannot go now??? after O lvls we go agn~~


Oliver is finally here!! =D
lets celebrate by wacking his guts out! =P

my mp4 is finally here ^^v

Tell me what you really want to say
a sign, tell the truth just what you mean
I wish i knew
Why - Go Audio

Remember the memories

zaki - lol yea toooooo bad u missed it. too bad u missed today too =D
Ace - LOL really? *looks ard* do i? xD
linGy - ^^v pro-ness~


She left me by go audio =)

ohh btw, if u guys didnt know... the zaki that is tagging me is not my bro o.o
yea......

today was the best =D let me tell u how it got to the best part....
bt first..... the worst part >=(
EVERYBODY CHEAT ME AND MEL's FEELING
eeeeeeee frgin frigin freeak!!
promises are meant to be kept u know...
and WHO said studying can keep ur mind of sumthin!?!?! IT DOESNT WORK!!!
and all my hard work fr nth =( yea THATS my motivation! WHICH DIDNT WORK!!!



ok back to the story....
mel sms-ed atikah using my hp during bio lesson
sms-sms-sms-sms-sms-sms-sms-sms
then in de end we met up with her, ryan and geraldine at MCCAFE at west coast park after sch
(still in uniform) xD


yea i know, i know, not studying, but i can haf a break cant i? =)
played truth or dare with them xD
one of them Ryan had to go to this stranger and say....
"Hey u got a raisin? No? Well, how bout a date?" xD
he he ho ho ha ha!


then was a game where we had to say who we wanna "marry, gf/bf, fuck"
these three people muz be one of us who were there right now lol
found out i was realy fuckable...


then mel left and...
we went to seat somewhere in the park where we met a family of americans playing rugby....
so we....
asked them if we could join ^^v
split into 2 groups and voila!! ended up with a tie~ i scored a touchdown while Atikah scored one~
woo~! they were friendly people =) even offered us a ride home though we weren't goin home....
then....


we went to this one of a kind place somewhere in westcoast =)
it was like by the water and there were loads of rocks and no sand ahh. we were complainin bout Oliver.... (Oliver = O lvl)
so it was like... Me, Ryan, Geraldine and Atikah sitting there waitin fr the sunset while throwing stones in the water~ destress-ing =) i'm a pro rock skip-er =D
in the end the girls began screaming their troubles out and stuff~ i guess we all gt sumthin to let out =) found out angel meant more to me than i knew =) we wrote our troubles on the rocks there (vandalising) so if u see my name on the rock, u probably found our hideout =)
but most probably u wun =P


waited fr sunset so longg siaaaaaaaaaaa bt it was picturistic though =)
wasted my phone cant take good pics ehh? if not i could post it here =D
todays the 10/10/08 we'll be back there every year and in 2 years it would be 10/10/10 =D
they predict i'd be in a business suit o.o


anyways, i went home and finally it dawned on me that today was the last day of sch o.o
so sad....

O lvls? no sweat, i have never been nervous by exams -.- its just kinda stupid to lose everything b4 u graduate duncha think?
as of today, everything thats holding me back is at the bottom of the sea =)
Oliver.... ur so OWNED
(P.S. we are not emo people!!!)

"thats my story, whats yours?"

will i ever see, u smiling back at me?
how will i know, if i let you go
Westlife - If i let you go

Everythings ok in the end. If its not ok, its not the end =)