The Rain

linGy - haha yeah, now u get it....


Went for 2 star kayaking again today~
First time I woke up at 6am. Im totally not a morning person.... Had our so-called 6km expedition. Against current..... Nth much really, its quite short compared to SIKE lol. (duhh....) Had lunch somewhere along the beach =) coool...... On the way back, practised some skills as the current help drift us back lol.

Was thinking about things while kayaking back, got me really frustrated hehh.... (tak shiok sendiri lol) Guess it kinda showed. Won't happen again =X Trained home. Reached Clementi and the rain caught up haha. Heavy rain! The kind where the road would be flooded around 8cm of water, and water splash everywhere when vehicles pass by.

Took the bus 3 stops away from my hse and walked home =) Blasting music through headphones in the rain, its such a great feeling. Its the best part of today =) The security guard saw me and offered me an umbrella, I smiled and declined. Of course, sneaking through my room window all wet and drenched is another story haha. Lucky no one home =X

I just love the rain =)

Heroin

Hilda - haha could be anybody =)


Classic =)

Been pon-ing the first class of everyday this week =/
Its been 2 weeks since some of the classes just started so, since i pon both classes, i haven't seen 2 of my "new" teachers haha. Can't be helped, i just CAN"T seem to wake up. Tried my best, no fate =P Next week gotta come earlier for project though, a project which i dunno about cause I didnt attend a class and didnt know that I'm already in a group until they start whacking me for being late haha.

Got bball competition again tmr, finals so gotta expect the worst haha. And the worst is, they're going down =D The triple E club screwed up the scores, we had 100% winning rate, but one of the match i think they switched the scores, grrrrr.....

Watched "Sisters keeper" today with yu duan, totally dun recogmend it lol..... Its those kind where its boring... then suddenly tears for no reason lol. Went to her hse to get her books, in the rain! Haha i love the rain =) I just don't like to run in the rain. I dun care about the freezing cold or anything, its just very.... nice? haha. Slacked in the library reading books haha, sounds like me? Learned quite some stuff =)


Is there such thing as caring too much?

And just past your lips theres
more anger than laughter
not now or forever will i ever change you
My Heroine - Silverstein

Olga - NO I DON'T. even if i am, im a turtle that climbed Mt K!
Hilda - lol so great minds think alike! linked~
Moo sing - linked~!






















Bed hair in the morning. nice...


Went for NIKE run few days ago~
Actually, it was quite boring after I heard from Willard what other runs have haha.
But the freebies were good =P Got a Dri Fit shirt, Nike bottle, race finisher wristband
and loads of free plain water and 100 plus lol.


Sometimes in life, there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who has been standing beside you all along.



I can't tell you
how much I wish we could
shut up and smile, yeah
Shut-up And Smile - Bowling For Soup

Used to it =)

linGy - shhhh
Max - shhhhh
yuduan - yess mummy....
B2 - yeah, exactly! haha
joanne - helllooooo
yuduan - so do i....
guoshu - haha kkay~!

Climbed Mt Kinabalu!!! Check out my facebook pics =)

haha though its big, high, and tiring, its not the biggest problem....
Shld i blog abt KK? Maybe another time uhh haha.
Miss some KK peeps haha, cause its been really really awhile since i dun have to
try to translate what people are saying before i can join the conversation or sumthin...
After 5 years of the same thing, it really kinda bites you in the ass and makes yourself wonder
how you get yourself in the situation in the first place. Does that mean i must know that
language in other to qualify to talk to you? I dun miss the cold though =P
Freezing up there -.- But we ALL changed since we reached the summit =) For good, or for worse.


Went for a run juz now. Started my momentum already =X There is no I in TEAM. But there is no TEAM if everyone doesnt wanna go the same direction. If thats the case, I guess I'd better go on my own.

Don't ask me anything when you know you know everything

P.S I TOLD you mondays are gonna suck

Goodbye world

Music is my escape

Its been awhile....

Small expectations in big things

Pisces and Friendship:

Pisces will go out of their way to help a friend. They are extremely sensitive and loyal. They will take a friend's problem and make it their own and suffer with them. This is the weak spot of Pisces but any friend of this zodiac sign should know that although they are attracted to people with severe problems who desperately need help, this actually does more harm them good. Even though Pisces will offer to make everything right, do not allow them to take on all your problems because they will lose their identity in your situation. They need a strong positive friend to make them strong. Pisces like adventure, new situation and social events. A Pisces friend will always have something exciting in mind and it is a very fulfilling, long lasting friendship.

Pisces and Temperament:

The Pisces personality is hard to pin down, it is very mysterious and elusive. Pisces are molded by their surroundings, they incorporate their experiences and surroundings into themselves. They have extreme compassion and they feel the pain of others. If something is wrong in the world that affects them, it affects them deeply, they take it to heart and feel extreme feelings regarding the matter. When they are happy, they are extremely happy and when they are sad, they are extremely depressed.

Pisces Deep Inside:

Pisces have an intuitive and psychic ability more then any other zodiac signs. They trust their gut feelings and if they do not, they quickly learn to because they realize that their hunches are usually correct. Pisces downfall is their sensitivity and their inability to reject another person. They do not like rejection and they try to treat others the way they want to be treated so they will rarely say no to a person for fear of hurting their feelings. They will help another person with their problems and like to do so because making others feel good in turn makes them feel good. Pisces is the zodiac sign of self-undoing. People born under this zodiac sign are not susceptible to bad luck and unfortunate events, they bring them on themselves by overindulging, laziness and a knack for picking poorly suited partners and friends. They want people in their life who stir their emotions because this helps them to practice emotional stability. The inner conflict of Pisces is extremes of temperament and conflicting emotions. They are trying to pinpoint themselves on the real world while their spiritual world can cloud their vision, they will try to escape or avoid a situation instead of confronting it. Pisces eternal struggle is to learn to use their powers and their imagination in a positive, productive way and vying for emotional stability by not giving away their emotions to everyone else, they need to help themselves.

Pisces in a Nutshell:

Pisces is the sign of mysticism, mystery and the spiritual unknown. Pisces live in two worlds, the real world and the spiritual or mystical world where they interpret what they see into what they want. They do this to avoid all the realities of pain and suffering in the world. They have extremes of emotions and feel both good and bad intensively. Pisces have formidable intuitive ability. Pisces are very good at understanding people for they have the ability to delve into the psyche and see behind a person's motivations. Pisces are not the pushovers that they may seem, in fact they have strength of character and will stand up for what they believe in and and they can do hard work for something they believe in. They can be very lazy but only in matters that they do not care about. Pisces is the most sensitive of all zodiac signs.

First thing i thought of when i saw this was......
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its frigin 100% true for me! lol





Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me a friend
Yellowcard - Empty Apartment

Fair weather smiles

myra - ok.... lol
yuduan - why not =(
janice - THANKS i know i am lol
yuduan - no prob~

THANKS JENNY FOR THE SUSHI!!

ok done



"Don't compare your life with others. You have no idea what their journey is all about"



From the start it was shaky and characters rash
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fair weather smiles
Yellowcard - Rough Draft

janice - haha yepp yepp ^^v


HAHA this is EXACTLY how i feel after drinking coke!!


Tues had Rock Climbing. The tiles on the wall were changed so its harder to go up from the bottom now, but the middle and top part is LAME HAHA! Its toooooo easy! =X haha maybe its cause i didnt follow the colours xD Climbed the second wall and got stuck halfway -.- Still cant figure that part out.... And I did abseiling! haha though there were'nt any gloves so i could'nt just let go of the string and fall down like i did in sec sch haha, will get rope burns -.- After that its pratically juz crapping around at the rock wall, swinging on the ropes and stuff lol. Oh, and gratz yu duan for abseiling! =) Next step is bungee jumping =P

Did some Eskimo bow rescues at PM today. I think i capsize 56 times today -.-
Ehh but i only failed the roll twice, so it was a good achievement ^^ Go research if you dunno what it is lol. But i sooooo hate it when the water goes in my nose everytime i roll. The water from the port aint that clean either...... Its like small fishes going through my nose and going out my mouth..... urgh~

Went to Esplanade there to celebrate Ewws bithday~~
HARPIE PEE DAY DUDE!!
































Haha what a happy bird =)


Anyways, pool training tmr! Hope no more water go up my nose ><



"You laugh and they laugh and I die a little inside..."

Wei Juan - wa! rich ass!!
yuduan - lol i'll get one JUST SO that i can rub it in ur face =D
arvin - oooooooppppppppsssss












Lifes just been great lately haha. To the point that if you asked me what I want, I really don't know what to answer =)Been scrambling around with SPA peeps.
Just finished another kayaking session. Somehow I always feel sleepy after a water activity.
Though I still love the water =)

Pisces:
Your personal growth has reached a flat spot and you feel you need to find a leader or teacher. But are you sure that is really what you need? Maybe what you really need is to accept where you are at, and believe in who you are and what you know.

Ghhaaaarrrggghhh, gotta wash the car tmr and there goes my allowance =/
Guess i gotta watch what i say =(

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
Yellowcard - Only One

Tried to bake cookies at my hse juz now. Asked Yu Duan over to help butt.... THANKSS for the "HELP" mannnn.... She pratically juz sat and facebooked -.- haha but i dun blame her, cause its damn frustratinggggg. My cookies are FLAT! lol it just totally spread out and becomes a pancake..... Too much butter i guess. lol

Went slacking at the pool after they left. I'm starting to love the water =) Borrowed my neighbours "boat" lol so i went in and float all over the pool. SO COOL!
I want one! I didnt get wet! haha. Its ard 50 bucks, persuading my bros to get it using their raya money xD

Life Is'nt about waiting for the storm to pass,
Its about leaning to dance in the rain.

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Numb - Linkin Park

woke up kinda late today =X hehh.....
Even though i slept at 7 ytd. Too tired man.
ohh

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
(maaf zahir dan batin)

Sorry if i said or do anything that bla bla bla bla, you know the procedures haha! =X

Was soooooooooooo sleepy since morning ytd..... no idea why. Slept at every house we went to -.-
And my income is lowwww =( cause they say im working =(((( haha

Went to visit my.... uncle who has
the same height as me
the same name as me
went to SP also
went to the same course
has the same interest in guitars as me
but hes 37 and is working in uni in the math department haha

talking to him is interesting, haha (oh ghazali is talking to ghazali) but...
hes single!!! why am i so dissapointed that a guy with my name is single =( HAHA!
But hes damn smart.

oops my cousins are here. tata~


What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
Cause here I am still holding on
No Boundaries - Kris Allen

A post to get me through the night

Ok, its 3am and i still cant sleep.
Power uhh today last day of fasting.
No more being in weird situations lol.
Had training ytd, add more bricks and 1 and a half hours of climbing up and down.
Jocob made us sprint the last 3 sets of 7 floors x.x I made it =D wooo!
Haha, after putting down the bricks, going up the stairs is like stepping on air! Every step we take we'd push a little more than needed anticipating the weight
of the bricks that aint there anymore lol.
Went to eat KFC after that but left early, did'nt feel too good haha.
I didnt finish my zinger =( Waste my money sia....
Still nt feeling too good though ><

I wanna go datuk......................................... grrrrrr it'll be stupid if I cant go. Yutai say the date is not confirmed cause the proposal wasnt sent on time so... what to do? Go bash up the guy who sent it late....ehh... kidding.
Haha ok not funny.

SPA's training honestly aint that though (only Jacobs one is x.x) compared to sec sch basketball training lol. Now we run 5km, last time we run 7km haha standards going down. I love the kayaking though, near the pandan reservoir where we used to run, there very peaceful haha
though the water there got human shit.... And if we're not slacking one corner in the water, I'd be paddling around like a crazy duck haha. The feeling of going fast is awesome (no, I still hate dragonboat) haha and when you turn to park after speeding, woooo! xD ok I bet no one gets this -.- Haha and I totally miss trainings where when we got nth to do and if I start singing, people will follow haha! Tsk tsk tsk, some people just have that golden voice.

siannn few more hours till sunrise

I'm sure everyone in one point of their life feel that they've been taken for granted. Feeling that they've gone out their way for someone who doesnt really see it or even know your there. The way you put him or her as before everything else, but he/she doesnt even bother. It gets irritating doesn't it? If not then good for you =) But before you go around complaining that you've been taken for granted, look around. Have you done the same yourself?

can my life be not so screwed =/

P.S. I cant find the screw driver...

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes
me want to come back home
Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

HUGS!

yuduan - haha




need a hug? =)
haha nice song, for people who need it.

Heard Zaki's friend organized a "free hugs" thing
Anyone wanna do it? I'll organize one if gt enough ppl =D

!@#%$ for not being able to go datuk!
haha okay, im done =D




it won't appear here again =)

"Things may not be as it seems"

Sleepyyyyyy

janice - Hello~ Hahas!
weijuann - no wonder u keep goin to the doc! haha! =X
umairah - shhhh

Finally my internet is up and kicking! Was up and around the last few days.
errr lets see....
Went YH hse to 'bbq' at 1am in the morning but in the end everyone watched "Dead Silence" in his room. I admit, I was behind the pillows most of the time haha but its not really scary uhh, I just HATE it if a freaky face suddenly appear in front and that face would stick in your mind for a few days... urgh...

Didnt sleep at all, went home the next day to try to get some sleep, but had to wake up in an hour to go training =/ Overslept by half an hour! Rushed there, bt training didnt start yet. Training that day was to sprint 200m, then rest 2min then sprint 200m again for 15 times. Totally killed me lol.

While I was sitting down, heard some other club people say "I wanan join the adventurers, They can run sia. They always leading. They do rock climbing and kayaking and all. Sounds fun." haha somehow it made me damn happy though he wasnt talking to or abt me lol. =X

SIKE pics are up!




















See, my name is there!Im at portside okayy, dun play play. If you can read the words on the bottom right of the pic, you'll know what Eww eats... haha


Flying people =D Dun bother, im not there. I fly up alr =P


























I know MJ died... but....




















Sexy ^^ but kena complained cause I didnt wear the jacket properly. HOT SIA =X





















End of expedition =D





















This was during the briefing. Everyone was listening and didnt notice the camera, except... HAHA

SIKE was the one responible for making my tan lines go haywire ghaaarghhh....






















This is during the LTC training where we had to carry 12kg and go up and down the stairs. We're all still sweating then suddenly, Sam had a camera haha xD


I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey
Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

09.09.09 =)

yuduan - yeahh riiiight, still can say "its one something"
glen - why issit destiny? haha
twin x] - happy? lol
umairah - ehh what sia!! i didnt!

HAPPY BDAY B2!
Eat bananas everyday to keep the doctor away =P
Its 09.09.09 really must make it one-of-a-kind haha
stay happy x)

On another note, my skin aint getting better =(


I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too
I'll be there for you - The Rembrandts

Olga - oooooh! thanks! haha =D
twin x] - haha thanks twin =)
umairah - muz be step tak tau like u lol
!keryn - haha not me, im too busy =P
yuduan - no prob babe =)



Okay, forget it, guess what. I'm sticking with this skin so DEAL WITH IT! lol =X
Took me so long only to find out someone used it too -.-
anyways.....

Been busy with alot of things~
There was SIKE!

It was fun~!
Kayak-ed all the way to Pulau Hantu on one day and back on the next.
Waiting for pics. The waves were like 1 metre high and it was soooooooooooo cool to paddle through them =D
But Shini and Veron somehow dun like it then stop me from going to the waves =/

Pulau Hantu is damn beautiful. Hopefuly can see in the pics but i didnt take any cause i didnt risk bringing my phone in the kayak =X Theres this lagoon in the middle which reflects the moonlight at night. When we were suppose to be cooking the food, i went with the malay guys to see the sunset on the other side of the island cause we still fasting. then end up most of the guys follow us haha. It was a damn nice view uhh..... bt words cant show it to you =)
Didnt sleep the 2 days and was still able to kayak back haha damn proud of myself kkay, but once we're dismissed i ciao =X lucky my house right infront of PM.

Next day went to SP student leader talk when half way got an sms from Eww that gt training at 5. I was planning to sleep sia =/ Met the rest, and since i was early, slept in clubhse -.-
Woke up, met the other peeps. Took 4 bricks to put in the bag as weights and we went climbing 90 floors up and down for 50min. Didnt really killed me so i guess it was quite slack.....

Went to get a bag today with the-girl-who-forgot-my-bday cause the strap of my old bag is like a ticking time bomb waiting to drop.... Finally got one =D Dunno if it suits me though, now that i think bout it..... haha oh well, its mine =]

Been busy running from it all, i guess =)

random : Did you know, Termites eat wood twice as fast when listening to heavy metal music?

Cant believe that Im a fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me
Fool Again - Westlife

anyone know how to fix this blogger prob? =/

Its fasting mnth if anyone doesnt know, apparently alot of ppl in SP doesnt
have malay friends so most of them dunno. Oh well.
Still gt alot of trainings though, no excuses haha. Training for Mt Kinabu(lol) expedition.
Scared i hold them back cause if one man cant go cause he's physically unfit, the rest cant go.
Damn pressuring, but im not the only one haha. 5km run today, bad thing is I cant eat before the run =(
got a whole week schedule of training, now i can bet you that db training is not as bad as this.
Come uhh. I not scared uhh. I win you gif me a smile =)

random: youtube, twitter and facebook is gonna combine and make a new totally time wasting website
called "youtwitface" =)

joanne - thx fr coming!!! =D
twin x] - i dun get it o.o
umairah - nvm o.o

It doesnt only LOOK like it, it IS fun lol

wooo~! found out B2 and joanne came to see poly 50 =D
lol i thought no one come sia =( sad

National day~
didnt notice i was wearing red that day xD
It was hell for me sia x.x
Thanks to the promotion that plain waffles are now 50cents.... u cant imagine the crowd.
I had to ask ppl to come back in half an hour to pick it up lol. And they think that since wait very long, might as well order more x.x THEY'RE KILLING ME MANNN
Then some aunty like to complain damn long... i told her half hour she say ok, 5min later, she come back complain that its too long. She even wanted a queue number -.-
lol i still cant believe that people wait for waffles even if i tell them its gonna be a one hour wait.

Had to rush left and right for cake orders lol.
There was a Care Bear cake a mother bought for her daughter. After showing it to them they were like " Wa! So nice! See, our cake!" and in my haste of finishing things fast....

I closed the box cover in the wrong position, spoiling one side of the cake right before thir very eyes LOL

10% discount and there goes a part of my pay~~

All that, and my supervisor had a stomach ache -.-
had to take care of everything x.x
Ohh, WJ, Jo and Ker came by fr awhile lol. Too busy to do a thing.
Learnt my lesson, dun help durin promotions -.-

anywayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
joined 3-0n-3 bball competition ytd.
it was..... GG lol. Lost all the matches by 5,6,6,2 points.
It was so imba, the people there all ard how many years over our age.
Me, Jon and HW were like the only year ones.
HW leg was injured in the 3rd match and we haf 3 ppl, so we have no substitute.

BUT

We didnt lose that bad considering our age and size lol.
The other groups name also was nice! LOL Ours was GJH, our initials. There was AI, LION, BEN N JERRY.
BEN N JERRY was a group from MI. The competition was open to everyone. We clique with them very well lol. They're players names were Ben, Nick, Jerry hence the name BEN N JERRY lol cool right! Their substitute players name was Leo, and there was this guywhose name is Sky.

Cool sia, I should get a name like, Sagittarius or Wind lol.

Our last match was with them. Haha they very sad to play with us cause they dun like to play agnst ppl they clique well with.
And also Thanks to us, our court was the only "joyful" one where people SMILE and CHEER for lol. The rest all serious like banana~

Oh well, we did good =) sad no one come support us though =(
haha, cause no one knew =X

Anyone knows whats FTW? ._.


All we need is some ice-cream and a hug

Its cold~


I WANNA BLOG

but blogger is screwed =(

can only blog in sch o.o